The Dance

New Beginnings and New Relationships

    My nerves were on edge as Chris walked through the door. I sat with him and a told him everything, just as I had with Sebastian. My hands shook uncontrollably through the whole ordeal. Sebastian had left the room to give us some privacy, said he had some calls to make. A part of me was relieved to tell him but it hurt at the same time.
    "Sweetheart, your safe here. No one is going to hurt you again, not with us around." He reiterated Sebastian's comment to me.
   "But neither of you should have to worry. That's the thing, I was just some girl who lived downstairs. Im sure you have enough going in your lives that you don't need to deal with this." I remarked, standing up from the table, running my hands through my hair.
    "Whether or not we have stuff going on in our own lives doesn't matter. And your more then just the girl from down stairs." He stood up walking to me. He pulled me into him, kissing me gently. It caught me off guard, I tensed up immediately, I knew he felt my rigid posture in his arms.
    "Sorry." He whispered, still holding onto me. "I didn't mean to invade your space but it's just, it's just I've wanted to do that since I opened the door the first time."
"No, it's okay." I breathed, my body relaxed. "I just wasn't expecting it."
"Does that mean I can keep doing it?" He asked, a grin slowly started to play across his face.
"It's just.." I looked over my shoulder back to the hall, wondering about Sebastian.
"It's just what?" He tilted his head back, I looked back to him, his eyes were tender as he smiled warmly down at me.
"What about Hollywood?" I asked, a little confused.
"What about me?" Sebastian asked, as he walked in. He stopped at the entry to the hallway, leaning against it.
"I'm confused." I sighed, turning slightly in Chris's embrace. Sebastian grinned walking over up to me, he leaned his head down and kissed me.
"Told you we both care about you the same way, rooftop." He said as he pulled back, walking back to the kitchen. I stood there blinking a few times, did he just do that while I was in another man's arms? I looked up at Chris, he chuckled at my confused state.
"I think that made it worse, Seb." Chris half heartily yelled, finally releasing me.
"So are we going to talk about the big elephant in the room?" I asked, regarding both men with confusion.
   "I don't see an elephant, do you Chris?" Sebastian smirked pulling a beer out of the fridge tossing it to his friend.
    "Nope, don't think we could fit one of those in the apartment anyway." He replied catching the glass bottle, my mouth hung open, I probably looked like a damned fool.
"Seriously, I don't understand." I whined walking back to couch, flopping face first down.
   "We both want you." Chris stated, walking over, rubbing his hand across my back.
"And please tell me how that is going to work?" I chuckle, looking over my shoulder at him.
"You date us both." Sebastian replied, sounding like it was the most obvious thing on the planet. He came over and knelt down in front me. I looked into those sparkling blues of his and I knew there would be no denying them.
They had had me hooked since I met them, smiling at him I shook my head.
"You two are horrible." I chuckle. "Fine."
"Yes!" Chris hollered striking his fist into the air.
"A little overzealous, are we?" I asked sitting up and facing him.
"Only when it come to you sunrise." He slid onto the couch next to me.
"So, geniuses, how exactly do we go about this?" I asked, scooting over so Sebastian could sit on the other side of me.
"We haven't given that part much thought." Chris stated, throwing his arms over the back of the couch.
"You went through with the idea that both of you would date me but didn't give it anymore thought?" I laughed, looking from one man to the next.
"To be honest, I didn't think you would yes say to dating either of us." Sebastian, pulled me into him.
"Why not?" I asked, looking up at his face.
"I don't know, but I'm glad you want us." He purred kissing the top of my head. Wrapping his arms around me, settling down so my back was against him. Chris shifted tangling his legs in mine.
    "We can figure out how this will work later, for now we can just continue to get to know one another." Chris stated, rubbing the top my foot.
    "Like what?" I smiled, feeling content being with the two of them.
    "How about your name, not just a letter." Sebastian asked me, nuzzling his face into my hair.
    "Jennica." I told him, not bothering to look over my shoulder. "But I prefer Jay."