fake | jihope ✓

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tw// trauma, mention of rape, implied consensual intimacy again.

january 29th

Jimin can't breathe.

It's not because Hoseok is on top of him. It's not because he's tired and disoriented.

It's because this reminds him too much of what Jeon Jungkook did to him.

Jimin would arrive home some days to find Jungkook waiting for him in the bedroom with a mischievous glint in his eyes. Jimin would whimper and try not to cry as Jungkook forced him down onto the bed. He begged Jungkook, but not for more. He begged for Jungkook to stop. He never listened.

Tears slip down Jimin's cheeks, and Hoseok lifts his head from Jimin's neck, concerned.

"Jimin? What's wrong? Why are you crying?" Hoseok asks, his voice coated with worry. Jimin wants to badly to tell him. So, so very badly. But he doesn't want to burden Hoseok with his past.

"I'm-I'm okay, Hoseok." He lies, smiles, and wipes his eyes. Hoseok shakes his head.

"No, you're not. Please Jimin, just tell me. You'll feel better once you get it off your chest." Hoseok whispers, and kisses both of Jimin's cheeks while brushing his fingers over Jimin's chest.

"Okay.." Jimin sighs, giving in. He doesn't say Jungkook's name and he doesn't mention the reason for the scars on his back, but he tells Hoseok about this.

When he finishes, Hoseok looks horrified.

"He made you do what?!" Hoseol shouts, his face twisted with anger. Jimin flinches at the noise, and Hoseok mumbles a quick apology.

"I'm sorry. I'll stop if you're not comfortable." Hoseok says, and starts to get off of Jimin. Jimin grabs his wrist before he can go anywhere.

"No, I- I want this. I want you." He says, his voice barely above a whisper. He's telling the absolute truth. He's never wanted someone as much as he wants Hoseok.

"If you change your mind, please tell me." Hoseok reminds him, and Jimin nods, then sighs in content when Hoseok climbs back on top of him.

Their lips connect more fiercely than before, and Jimin swears he's going to split apart at the seams. The ache in his chest wants more, needs more. He kisses Hoseok with such intensity that Hoseok is taken aback, but he matches Jimin's desire with each gentle bite on Jimin's lips.

They pull away for air, breathing heavily, and make eye contact. The look in Hoseok's eye is something Jimin has never seen before. Hoseok is looking at him in a way that Jeon Jungkook never did.

And it sends shivers down his spine.

Jimin can't help but to let out a tiny noise when Hoseok's lips return to his neck, painting little red and purple marks all over his sensitive skin. And when Jimin asks for more, Hoseok obliges, giving Jimin feelings he's never experienced before.

It doesn't take long for Hoseok's shirt to disappear, and Jimin's hands are immediately drawn to his body. The layers between them are diminishing quickly and Jimin doesn't mind at all.

Hoseok has made it his personal goal to kiss every single inch of Jimin's skin.

Jimin's little noises of pleasure are so quiet that Hoseok didn't even notice at first, but when they get louder, Hoseok feels even more encouraged to make his lover feel good.

Jimin can't remember when Hoseok moved the both of them to a comfortable spot under the sheets, and he also can't remember where the rest of his clothes went. His body is trembling with anticipation and his heart is pounding as Hoseok's lips and hands work their way across his entire body.

Hoseok is so warm right on top of him, so warm and it feels so good. So right.

"Please," Jimin manages to say. "I need you, Hoseok."

So Hoseok gives him exactly what he needs until they both collapse from sheer exhaustion.