marilyn / c.h.

him; sorry.

m̶a̶r̶i̶l̶y̶n̶ mary lynn; 

i'm sorry about yesterday. i didn't know that part was in the video.

you left after the video ended. why? was it because of my little... confession? 

i'm such a fuck-up. like, i should have just watched the videos my damn self. it's just, i wanted to see your reaction. i wasnted to see the smile on your face as you watched us being complete fools. 

i'm so sorry, m. i can't take those words back. i didn't know i recorded the shit, sorry. what the hell do you want me to say?

"i didn't mean it"?

"it was drunken blabber"?

"i am absolutely not completely in love with mary lynn white"?

i won't say any of them out loud; none are true. 

-cal xx

p.s. i guess tfios is off?

p.p.s. i'm still sorry.