True Love Is Rare

Chapter 32

A/n: (f/c) means favorite color

I quickly ran up the stairs and into my room closing the door and held Neige close as I cried.

"Why do I have to love him so much" I quietly asked myself.

I looked down at neige as she barked then jumped from my arms I looked at the closed door.

I jump as I heard another bark I looked at neige and she had something in her mouth.

I pick her up "what do you have there neige?" I asked taking the thing out of her mouth.

I immediately noticed it was an old picture of when Jackson asked me to be his girlfriend.

I laugh softly rubbing my thumb against the picture wishing things were like they used to be.

He would text me all day from early morning into the late night.

He was always telling me I was beautiful....telling me all of the things he loved about me.

Always telling how much he loved me....I sigh and pet neige kissing her head "good girl" I said quietly.

I suddenly heard music I glanced around my room confused.

I got up from the floor placing neige on the bed putting the picture next to her.

I walked over to the terrace doors looking at the backyard I didn't see anything strange.

I opened the doors and the music grew louder I went to the balcony looking down from the railing.

I felt my heart melt as I see jackson standing there in the yard holding a bouquet of flowers and a speaker blasting our song.

I felt tears shaking my head yelling down "jackson just stop I'll always love you, I never stopped loving you!".

I sigh whipping the tears away before yelling again "you hurt me for the past three and a half years over and over again im done hurting!".

I walked back into my room through the terrace doors closing them behind me.

I looked at neige as she watched me and whimpered in sadness "don't give me that look neige".

I sigh sitting next to her  "I love him I do,but I don't want to hurt anymore so I'm saying no".

I sigh as she laid her head on my lap sadly "come on let's get you something to eat" I said as I got off the bed.

I helped her down and opened the door seeing a trail of (f/c) rose petals.

I sigh then looked at neige as she barked happily running along the trail of (f/c) petal.

I smile softly at her "ok I get it neige I'll follow the trail....happy now?" I asked her.

She barked and jumped her tail wagging rapidly, I sigh as I followed the trail and the puppy.

I heard faint music this made my heart melt as I walked down the stairs.

The petals take me out side and around to the garden all this reminds me of how he asked me to be his.