True Love Is Rare

Chapter 38

Jackson's POV:

Me and (y/n) walked through the maze it was quiet, I ...I don't know what to say to her.

I thought that maybe when I got her back it would change.

Everything would go back to be like how we used to be when we would talk for hours.

Still never running out of things to say even I it was stupid random conversations about .......
...dinosaurs!

I knew when she was sad or upset , I could feel when she needed me , I felt her smile when we talked on the phone, I could make her laugh when she felt so broken she felt she couldn't be fixed.

Now I want to feel all of it again I miss her smile, her laugh, I miss her touch , her kiss , I miss holding her hand , I miss her hugs, I MISS HER!!

Why ......cant I feel her sadness , or her anger, why can't I talk to her when I never wanted to stop talking to her , why did I leave her side when I promised her I would never hurt her.

I want to hold her close and tell her how sorry I am for what happened ...if I wasn't so stupid .....I should've watched where I was going ....this is my fault.

I hurt her, I abandoned her , I broke every piece of her beautiful fragile heart, now I fear I will never be able to gain her trust....and put her heart back together again.

I stopped and looked at her not wanting to ever , EVER  forget her AGAIN.

Her whole being is so perfect it should be considered art....her love should be kept safe in the most impossible safes...she is a rarity ....one of a kind..

I sigh and looked down at my feet as I heard her stop walking a few steps ahead of me.

"I know our relationship will never be how it used to be ....but I love you too much not to try and get it close enough " I cleared my throat trying not to cry.

"I know I will never truly gain your trust or the trust of your parents, but I can't help but love you ...I know ...it hasn't seemed like that for a long time.....but I do love you ...I always have".

I couldn't bare to see if she didn't believe me cause I knew she didn't, "I may not have known it for a long time but deep down even if I could remember you something inside me was telling me I was incomplete...and I didn't listen".

I rocked back and forth on the heel and toes of my feet putting my hands in my jacket pocket, "I know hie much hurt I must have put you though and I understand you may never truly give me all of your heart again.... I would agree you didn't I never wished to cause you so much hurt my fleur délicate".

"I know I cant not fix it ...if you wish I can leave your life so you may find another who may fix what I never meant to break, I fear ...I will never truly have my True Love again... And its all my fault je suis désolé mon amour".

I sigh as I finished saying what I felt like saying before kissing her head and head towards the house.

// A/n: hey...um just so you know bold means he was talking and italics means its in French.

Hope you liked this chapter 😊//