Blood, Depression, And Tears

Nerds

After our moment of silence Jade jumped up from the couch and said while clapping her hands together "We should get snacks or something!" John smiled and said "That sounds like a good idea." Jade grabbed John's hand and said "Walk with me to the store, please?" John sighed and said okay. Rose waited until the other two left to hug me and ask "What happened, love?" I sighed and said nothing happened. Rose gave me the look that said 'Bitch stop lyin'. I sigh and said "Ugh. Fine. John is what happened, okay?!" Rose looked at me with a confused look on her face. "Bro had brought up that he heard me and John broke up and I explained everything to him." Just repeating what happened makes me want to fall apart again. "Aw, Dave." Rose says as she gets up and holds my hand. She drags me up to her room so we can talk in private. We sat on her bed facing each other. "Now, tell me why did you go to the hospital, hun." I stood silent for a bit and then rolled up my sleeves to show her the stitches on my wrist. Rose covered my arms again with a sleeves and said in a soft voice "Why do things have to be this way?" I sighed and shrugged. I just wish I could be happy that's all I want. "I heard what happened with Saffron..." Rose said quietly. I sighed softly then Rose said "I've been talking to John lately and it seems like he still has feelings for you." My eyes widened slightly out of shock. "What?!" Rose nodded with a smile on her face. I ran my fingers through my hair and said "Oh God..." Rose hand my hand and said "If anything you can always come to me and Jade, hun." I gave her a weak smile and replied with "Yeah I know...that's why you two are the best..." When we started heading back to the living room Jade and John had walked in with backs of snacks. Jade had a huge smile on her face and said "Oh shii, son we gots snacks!" I miss hangin with these nerds. I love em.