"Are you alright?"

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I'm standing in front of this huge house and wonder if it is really Sehun house

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I'm standing in front of this huge house and wonder if it is really Sehun house. I flinch as my foot meet the cold asphalt. I thank the cab driver and text Chanyeol to let him know i'm in the front. I hug myself tighter and try my best to look fine. I'm not crying anymore. The thoughts of seeing Chanyeol somehow makes me feel secure. I really can't wait to see him and go home.

"Hani?," Its his deep-husky voice. "Hmm?," i look up and see his large eyes looking into me. "Why the hell you're not wearing your shoes?," he asks furiously. I can see that he mad at me. He runs to me and put put his black hoodie over me. "Have you been crying? Oh my god! What happened?" he roars. He's really mad at me. Before i know, he scoops my body bride-style and says "Please say something. I can't bear seeing you hurting like this,". He carries me to Sehun's living room, put me down in a white leather sofa and leave me. I just sit there lifeless, not having any energy left on my body.

I see Chanyeol bringing a big bowl of something and a blanket. "Here. Put your foot in here. It's warm water with lavender scent. It'll warm you up," he says softly. "Open your coat. Wear this instead and take a rest. We'll go home after you warm up," he says and knees before me. He put my foot in the warm water and caress it gently. "Look what you've done to your beautiful foot," he nags. I just nod. "Hani. I-i'm sorry. I didn't mean to shout at you. You were crying and i don't know what happened. You were sc-," he starts to raise his voice. "I-i'm sorry. I was just so frustrated. You need to tell me what happened so i can help. I'm so worried, Hani-ah. Don't ever do this again. I'm begging you," he say softly this time. "It's okay. Im so sor-" he cuts my words. "Stop. Don't you dare to say sorry. It's not your fault, Hani-ah," he says. I just nod and silently thank him.

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I feel someone caressing my cheek and open my eyes. "Let's go home," Chanyeol says. He looks much calmer than before. I get up and the blanket falls. "Do you see my coat?" i ask. "What is that?," he asks. "Huh? What do you mean?" I look around to see what he's talking about. "Your shoulder!," he says panic. He puts his hand on my shoulder and i flinch. "Oh my god! Hani what happened?" he roars. "I'm okay, Yeollie. I just bump into something before i got here," i say calmly. "Don't lie to me! Did...did he hit you?" He says cautiously. I can see fury rises in his eyes. "Answer me," he demands. "Uhh yeah he hit me with something. I'm fine now, thanks to you," i say. "Stop. Saying. That. You're. Fine" he says while holding my chin. "Let's go to the hospital," he says. "NO! People will recognize you. Just go home please. It doesn't hurt as much as it did before. I just wanna go home, Yeollie. Please.." i beg. "Ughhh FINE. Wait here. I'll grab Sehun's warm clothes for you. Don't move," he says and runs.

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"Are you cold? You're shivering," Chanyeol says. Ever since we get in the car, his right hand always hold mine. "I-i'm fine," i say softly. I see Chanyeol rolls his eyes. "Alright i'm not fine. I don't know why it's just cold," i say looking at his face. Then he puts his right arm on my shoulder. "Sit closer to me. I'll warm you up," he says as he runs his hand smoothly over my arm. It's mesmerizing seeing this side of Chanyeol. He's always been caring but not seeing him smiling and hearing his jokes are just different. It's like being with another person. "You're so quite," he says. "I'm dying to know what's in your mind," he adds. I just smile and say "I'm just comfy. You're warm". I can see him smiling. "Will you tell me what happened?," Chanyeol asks. "I will. I promise i'll tell you," i say. I straighten myself and he says "What? Am i not warm enough?". I laugh and lean in to give him a kiss on his right cheek. His mouth goes to an O shape. "Thank you for everything. I owe you so much, Yeollie," i say and put my head on his arm to snuggle. I don't know what i'm thinking but i need to do this. To kiss him and snuggle.
I think i'm gonna fall in love with you, Park Chanyeol.

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Chanyeol opens types the code and open the door. I just realize that the code changes regularly. To protect them from sasaeng fans, i guess.
His long arms my shoulder as we walk to the house. I'm wearing Sehun track suit and Chanyeol put the blanket around me. "Hyung! You don't forget vivi's house ri-" Sehun stops when he sees me. "What happened to my nuna?," i see him glaring at Chanyeol. "She is just tired. Let her rest, Sehun. Talk to her in the morning," Chanyeol says. Sehun just nod and leaves us.

As we walk through the living room to walk upstairs, i can see the boys questioning look but i just smile and let Chanyeol holds me upstairs. "Don't mind them. I'll talk to them after this just take a rest," he says. We stop as we're standing in front of my bedroom. The tension between us is different. We just stare at each other silently until he says "Oh fuck" and hugs me. He put his one hand at my waist and another caressing my head. This hug feels different too. I can feel his body relaxing when he hugs me. It almost as if he's been wanting to do this. Too good to be true. "You smell nice," i joke, trying not to be awkward. He hugs me tighter. "I know," he simply replies, hugging me tightly and not saying any other words. I hear someone coughing. I bet Chanyeol hears it too as he release me from his grasp. He looks embarrassed when Jongdae says "I know i shouldn't go upstairs" and go back downstairs. Me and Chanyeol just laugh and i get in my bedroom. Chanyeol says "Let me know if you need anything" and goes into his room. I need rest after all what happened.

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There's a knock on my door. "Sehunnie?"i ask from my bed. Someone opens the door. "It's me, Hani. Can i come in?" Jongin asks. Ahh i just realize that i didn't see him since morning. "Sure. Come in, Jongin," i say happily and get into a sitting position.

He walks to me and sit on the edge of the bed

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He walks to me and sit on the edge of the bed. I turn on the lamp and see his beautiful face "What's with that grumpy face?" i ask jokingly. "You tell me," he says. Arghh i don't want to talk about it. "I'm ok- uhh i wasn't okay but now i'm okay, thanks to Yeollie. How's your schedule?," i ask. "What did you do with him?" He asks. What? "I had a blind date. He dropped me off as the restaurant is close to Sehun house and he needed to buy something," i explain, hating to see his doubtful expression. "Blind date? With who?" he asks. "With Kasper's friend. He's a composer in YG. Why are you so curious?" I joke and bump his arm. He does not smile. Hell. "How's the date? Got a lovely night? No wonder you look worn out. He must have exhausts you," he says. WHAT DID HE SAY? My anger starts to boil. "What? Why are you assuming things?" I ask back, hating the fact that he sees me that low. Don't cry Hani. Don't cry. "Whatever," he only says that and get out of my bedroom. There's a loud dang from the door as he forcefully close it. I'm crying again. I don't know why, it just hurts me a lot to hear those words coming from Jongin's mouth. I never thought my day would go any worse than this, not even once.

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