Has It Always Been Him? (EXO Chanyeol fanfiction)

Please Don't Fight

~Long Chapter Ahead~

It's been 3 days since my awful date has passed yet i haven't told anyone about the incident, not even Chanyeol, the one who took care of me that day.
The schedule of each member is packed and that's probably why we don't spend much time together even though we're living under the same roof. What makes me sad is that Kim Jongin hasn't said anything to me for the last 3 days. I don't know what his problem is but he should be the one apologizing to me. He was so mean to me last time. I just simply want us to be fine. That's all i ask.

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"JINJAYO???" Sehun asks loudly. I just tell him that i'm going to accompany his photoshoot in China. "YA! Why so loud Sehunnie?" Suho says as he walk to us who was reading in the game room. "What's wrong with both of you?" Suho asks. "Uhh gwaenchana, oppa. It's just that i'm going to China with him" i explain. "Oh really? Is our manager okay with this?" He asks, looking worried. "Yeah, he'll meet us there. Ah! By the way you have musical drama practice in an hour, oppa," i say panicky. "Right. I better hurry. Thanks," he says as he run to his room. I look at Sehun who's busy texting something and say "Sehunnie?". "Hold up, nuna. I'm letting the members know that you're going to China with me. He's gonna be jealous!" he laughs. "He?" I ask. "Uhh yeah i mean them, all the members. They umm wa-want to go there too" he says nervously. Why is he nervous? "I'll pack for tomorrow. Bring your dictionary, nuna! I'm so bad at Chinese," he says as he leaves.

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I'm preparing kimchi soup and samgyeopsal to be grilled for dinner. We're finally celebrating for the wrap up of universe winter album. Xiumin and Jongdae are out to buy some good champagne as Xiumin doesn't want to open one of his. Baekhyun and Sehun are playing VR and look extremely funny moving around the living room. Suho and Kyungsoo just arrived from their busy schedules. Chanyeol hasn't been out from Sehun mini studio for hours and Kim Jongin just sit there, in the dining room, staring at me.
What's his problem?
I ignore him and continue to work on my kimchi soup. I'm not in the mood to deal with the moody Kai.
"Do you need help?" someone asks. I turn around and see Jongin marches toward me. "No, thanks. I can handle this," i say, not looking into his eyes. "Really? Let me know if i can help," he says. "Ne, arasso" i simply reply, still not looking at his eyes. He doesn't say anything so i decided to turn around and ask for Chanyeol help. I want to serve dinner as soon as possible so that Sehun can sleep early for tomorrow morning flight. Somehow i bump into someone. I look up and say "I'm sorry i didn't mean to bu-" "Stop. I'm fine, Hani-ah. Do you need help?" Chanyeol asks. Speak of the devil. "I was about to look for you. Yeah i need a hand, Yeollie," i say and he quickly wears his blue stripes apron and wash his hands. I take a glance at the dining room and see Jongin practically glaring at me, looking upset. Hell no. I worsen his mood. "What should i do?" Chanyeol asks. I try to erase him from my head and cook with Chanyeol instead.

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"Jalmogossoyo," Jongdae says followed by the rest. "I'll open the champagne. Chanyeol-ah! Turn on the audio," Xiumin says. Chanyeol nods and does as he asked. I get up to wash the dishes and someone says "I'll help". Yeah. It is as who you expect, it's him, the moody one.

"What happen between us?" Jongin asks. "What do you mean?" i ask back. "Oh, come on" he says. "I don't know, you tell me," i reply, trying not to raise my voice. Calm down Hani. "You ignored me," he says. "You're the one who pretty much says i'm a whore," i spit. Why did i say that? "I'm sorry, i didn't mean to be rude," i add and leave him. He grabs my arms and pins me to the wall. "What. Is.Wrong.With.You?" he asks furiously. "I'm fine! You're the weird one for being mad at me for days!," i reply and remove his hand from my wrist. "How am i supposed to calm down when i know some drunken man touched you?" he says. Holy fuck. How does he know about this? I haven't told anyone, not even Chanyeol! "What?" I ask. I don't want anyone to know about this, especially him. "Is that right? Did he really touch you?" He asks. "Screw you, moody" i say and leave him. "STOP! I haven't finish-" "Leave her, Jongin" Chanyeol says from my back. Why is he in here? "It's none of your business, hyung. Leave." Jongin threatens Chanyeol. Hell no. I don't want them to fight. "Then don't force her to say what she doesn't want to. He's a woman, Jongin. Have some respect," Chanyeol says. When Jongin about to say something, i say "Ughh for god's sake, i'm okay. That's what matters, right? Now please excuse me," i say and leave both of them. I can see Sehun and Baekhyun surprised face as i head upstairs. I want to be alone, at least for now.

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Its probably been two hours since the talk. I just finished packing for tomorrow. I feel bad for ruining the wrap up party. I need to go downstairs and apologize. I don't want them to fight over me. Nope, i'm not going to let that happen.

I hear the loud thump of beats as i walk downstairs. I immediately smile as i hear Chanyeol's laughs. He's a happy virus indeed. Reaching at the bottom of stairs, Baekhyun runs to me and put his hand on my shoulder. I can smell alcohol from his mouth. He's half-drunk, i think. "Let's cheers to the queen of broken hearts!" he says. Yeah, he's definitely drunk. Jongdae comes to me, get Baekhyun out of my side and say "Sorry, don't mind him". I smile and feel someone clings his arm with mine and says "Party on, Hani!". It's Xiumin. He then hand me a glass of Cristal Champagne. Then i notice Jongin staring at me from the sofa. I'll talk to him.

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"Look, i'm sorry. I didn't mean to be rude at you. I hope everything's clear now," i say to him. "I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have forced you. That's very low of me to do that" Jongin says and smile. "So, am i forgiven?" I ask nervously. "Only if you dance with me," he smirks. "No! I cant!," i shout but it's too late. He already grab my hand. Hell, i'm not going to dance in front of them. No freaking way.

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I end up dancing with the dance lord. We're dancing from edm to jazz music. I can clearly see how dancing really calms him down. It's mesmerizing to see him dancing with so much passion. I'm in awe. "Dance with me?" he asks. "What? No way!," i shout but then his hand already placed on my waist and the other holds my hand. We're dancing to Callum Scott - dancing on my own. I just follow his move and listen to the lyrics. Does he purposely ask me to dance with him on this song? Does he know what it means? I try to stop thinking about it but i just can't. I'm completely immersed in Kim Jongin. From the way he moves to the way he looks at me. My face probably as red as a tomato right now. His face is just inches from mine, our body dancing to the same rhythm. Damn.
He doesn't give a damn the fact that there are 7 people probably wondering what the heck we're doing right now. Hmmm. Just enjoy the moment. It's rare to see this soft side of Kim Jongin. I want to see more Kim Jongin and less Kai. Uhh no, i take back my words. I don't want to end up liking him. Nope, I still don't like him.