"Are you free next week? We should probably fly to Jeju" Seungri says as he fixes cappuccino for me. "Waeyo? I'll see exo's schedule and catch up with you later," i reply while laying down in the white leather sofa. "We'll look up for your mom" he states. "Bethany, why are you doing this? You can just simply ask your dad to arrange meetings with the rest of stakeholders. You're going to become one of them anyway..." he adds, giving my coffee. I take a sip. "I....i don't know. I just wanna stay in here. I want to learn better by being with them," i say.
"You really fall for him" he says. "Ne?" I reply, surprised by his words. "I can see how your eyes lit up the moment you see him. I can sense your nervousness when he's around. I can simply tell he affects you, in a way that i wish he hadn't," he explains. "What are you trying to say?" I ask. I don't like where this conversation is going. "You love him" he says. "I don't" i reply, not seeing his eyes. Seungri suddenly grab my face. "What the fu-" then he moves his head closer to mine. "See? You're not even nervous right now. If i was him, you'd probably look straight at his mouth. Am i right?" he asks. He moves his lips closer to mine. I nudge his leg. "Why does it have to be him, Hani?" he says. Geez. I got goosebumps all over my body right now. I just freeze on the spot. I've been asking the same damn question everyday. How am i supposed to answer that question?
He smiles brightly. "Ya! I was just joking. You're not fun at all, Hani-ah!," he laughs and let me go. "I'll wash up. Your room is on the second floor on the right. Wear some super warm clothes tonight. I heard tonight will be heavily snowing" he says and leaves me upstairs.
xxx
I fell asleep as i manage exo members next month's schedule. I look up at my phone and see it's almost 2 in the morning. What caught my attention is two missed-calls from Jongdae and 6 missed-calls from Sehun. What happen? Why do they call me on midnight? Cannot contain my worry, i immediately call Jongdae. "Yeoboseyo?" he greets with his tired and quite panic sound. "Yeoboseyo, oppa! What's wrong? Did i miss something important?" i asks. "Where are you at?" he asks. "Uhh in Seungri's apartment. It's close to Sehun's house. Waeyo?," i reply. "Ahh it's quite far then. Nothing important happened. It's just...we think you know where he is," he says. "It's heavily snowing outside so make sure you don't go outside. It's not safe, Hani" he adds.
"What happened?," i ask back. "Chanyeol has gone outside for hours and he hasn't comeback until now. It's snow storm outside, we figured you know where he is, but you don't" he explains. Holy moly. What on earth Yeollie is thinking!! They're having their first concert tomorrow! "Our managers can't trace him down as he turns off his phone. He also left his wallet. All we know is that he drove his mercedes..." Jongdae explains. "I-i'm really sorry to bother you on your day off, Hani. I proba--," i cut him off. "I'll find him, oppa. Kokjonghajimaseyo," i say and turn off the call. I can hear him gasping at my words. I need to find Yeollie. I will find him.xxx
I'm driving Seungri's Porche and start to look for Yeollie. Sehun and Kasper has texted me several place he often hang out at with his squad. I even made a call to CNBlue's Jonghyun as they're close. Sadly, Jonghyun is in Japan and not knowing where Chanyeol is. I pull over in front of Sehun's house but see the gate is locked and there's no mercedes in sight. Where are you Yeollie? Then i drive pas through the arcades he often plays with Jonghyun. Ughh it's freaking empty. Where are you Yeollie? Well, with the snow storm, only ridiculous people go outside. Moreover it's 3 in the morning. I go to a music studio in Gangnam which he often visit. The lights still lit up, meaning it's still open. I hurriedly run upstairs to check but as i step on the snow, damn it's like a freezer out here! It's okay, Hani. You have to find him.
I go into the studio and sadly, nobody there sees Chanyeol this week. Oh my god where is him? I'm starting to get extremely worried. I can't imagine him being frozen in this cold weather.
God, please let him be okay.Seungri keep on calling me and insisted me to go home. I repeatedly decline his calls and say that i'm okay.
I end up parking in front of the latest restaurant i visited. Thankfully it's still open and i quickly grab a cup of hot cappuccino. I stroll around the neighborhood, hoping somehow i'll find him. Oh gosh it's so cold here. There's an arcade on my left and my heart tell me to go in there. Three steps from the front door, i found one particular giant-looking man sitting, immersed on the screen.Oh my gosh is that him?! I shout "YA! PARK CHANYEOL!". That man turns his head towards me and gasps. I run as fast as i could and hug him. "What the hell?" i say. "What are you doing here?" He asks, gesturing me to sit next to him. "Oh my god you're freezing cold! What the hell!" he says while holding me close. "Stop. We're in public spaces, yeol" i say and move myself from him. "If you think i'm gonna let you go because of that reason, it's not happening," he says and tighten his hold on my shoulder. "Jiberokaja" i say. "No. I'm bored. I wanna stay here for awhile," he says.
I grab his face and get his attention from the game. "Please. I'm begging you," i beg. "No. Hani you're very cold. Where have you been?," he says and check out my temperature. "Shit. You have fever, Hani. Why are you doing this to me?" He says and looking very stressful. "Why are you doing this to me, Park Chanyeol?" i ask back. He runs his hands to his hair, indicating his exasperation. My head suddenly feel heavy. It feels like i'm spinning around and my vision starts to blur. "Hani? Are you listening? HANI? OH GOD PLEASE STAY WITH ME. PLEASE..." he shouts. "HANI NOOO!" he practically cries. His voice is a mix of worried, panic and scared. My eyes become very hard to be opened. I want to respond him but aaahh i don't even have the strength to spit out some words. My body starts trembling as my temperature drops even more and eventually
feels numb....
Oh no what's happening?
Why can't i see anything?
NOOOO.
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Has It Always Been Him? (EXO Chanyeol fanfiction)
FanfictionBethany (Hani) is a lucky girl to have the opportunity to live with exo for two months. She eventually fall in love with them. Somehow, complicated is what comes first in her dictionary. A complete earth-shifting love story that will capture your he...