Confession

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"Hani, can you go with me?" Suho asks while buttoning his coat. "Ne? Jigeumnyo? S-s-sure" i say. "Uhh sorry. Can i really go with him?" i look at one of the managers and he gives a slight nod. I can see the surprised look in Baekhyun, Xiumin and Chanyeol's eyes. "Get dressed. I'll wait in my car" Suho says. "Okay! Give me 10 minutes to get ready" i say and run upstairs.

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Suho is sitting next to me in the passenger seat. We're riding his mercedes instead of the van today. "Hani, can i ask you something?" He says out of blue. I look at him and nod. "Why did you come here?" he asks. Whoa. He almost caught me off guard. "Well, to learn about the industries" i simply reply. "So you have goals right?" he asks. I know what's coming. "Oh! No! I don't like them. They're like brothers to me" i lied. I can feel that Suho is staring at me like my head grown into three. "Them? No, not that" he says. "However, since you mentioned it. How do you feel about living with us?" he asks. "It's very nice. Some are closer to me than others but i think that's pretty normal right?" I say and smile. "Your internship will end in three weeks right?" he asks. Wow. I'm surprised he even pay attention to these details. "Correct. Don't worry, i'll get out sooner than you expected" i say, laughing. "Hani, you know i don't mean that" he says looking guilty. "Well, just have fun then. You do realize some of us love you that much right?" he asks and laughs too. I stop laughing. That's a very bad joke, indeed. "My apologies, that wasn't funny" he says shyly. "Don't worry. I'm used to your lame jokes, oppa" i say. Suho pinches my right arm and laughs again.

xxxI'm speechless

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I'm speechless. I don't even sure if im on earth right know. I can't believe what i see. "Nuna? Are you okay?" Sehun says beside me. He takes a peek of his iPad and his mouth forms an O "Don't tell me you've never seen this" he adds. "Shut up, hunnie. I'm concentrating" i say, still staring at the video. I'm now sitting in the SM Dance Studio with Sehun, staring at his iPad.
I didn't realize that Chanyeol sang twice's signal on his birthday event.
God....

Didn't realize it at first, but at some point i started to like you, silly.

How could you be so unaware?
When will you stop being so obtuse
treating me only as a friend?
That is not what I want

I'm trying to catch my breath. He plays the acoustic version of this song...with piano. The melody. The lyrics. Holy fuck.
I'm speechless.

I send you a signal, send you a signal
I want you, i want you.
Why won't you respond?

I'm sure as hell this is not for me. This can't be real.

Whenever I see you,
I send you my heart.
I'm waiting for you, it's all so obvious.
Why don't you understand?

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