Has It Always Been Him? (EXO Chanyeol fanfiction)

Screw Up

I get up, rushing to see Jongin.
How does he know my real name?
I need to know this. I'm just 6 steps away from my door when i hear someone punch a table. I freeze.
What the heck is happening?

"I don't like this. I don't like this at all. You really screwed up" someone whose voice i know well comments. "What the hell? You're better than this, Chanyeol. What the heck have you done to her?! She's part of us now! I really can't believe this." Some other people raises his voice. Wha-what? Her?
It's not me isn't it?

I hear a loud thump on the wall before someone opens Chanyeol's bedroom door. "O-oh! I thought you're already sleeping?" Kyungsoo says. Not sure if he is asking me or stating  a statement. He makes that oh shit look. The panic looks on his face says it all. They were talking about me. I'm sure about this. "Uhh i'm thirsty" i say with my most unaffected look. "Oh. Okay. Good night, then" he gives me a slight bow and go downstairs.

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I went downstairs and have been strolling around the house for 10 minutes. I can't find him. I really can't find Kim Jongin. Why is he not at home at this hour? Where is he?
Is he okay?
Ughhh damn it! This man really got into my nerves. I text him to let him know that i need to talk to him. Now. This night. I walk to the long couch in the game room and wait for him to come home. I hope he's not long as i'm feeling a little sleepy...

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I wake up as i feel someone's arms around my body. Huh? I open my eyes and see the warm smile of Kim Jongin that always melts woman's heart. I fell asleep, i wonder. He's holding me with his strong arms as he carries me to my bedroom. I feel hmmm relieved. It feels different tonight. My heart really warms up when i know he's the one that's holding me right now. I really don't deserve Kim Jongin. He's way out of my league. I know better than to break his heart into tiny little pieces. "What's with that smile?" Jongin says softly. "Where were you? I was looking for you everywhere" i ask. "I needed to go somewhere. Are you okay?" He asks worriedly. I pinch his cheeks and say "I'm fine now knowing you're back home". He stops walking. "No. Don't say something like that, Hani. You know what it does to me" he says before continue walking. Shit. What's wrong with me? Get a grip, girl!

A moment later, he opens his bedroom door. "Jongin-ah, this is not my room" i say. I raise my eyebrows. "I know. You'll sleep here. We switch room tonight. Is that okay?" He says. "But Cha--" i know better to not lower down his mood. "Okay. I can sleep anywhere" i say. He puts me down on his bed. "Sleep on the left side. It smells like me" he say and lays down on the sofa bed. I stare at him for a moment. "Do you want to tell me something?" i ask. "Yes. But not tonight. You're not ready, yet" he says. Chills run through my vein. "Goodnight. Sweet dream, gomi" he says and leaves the room. I move to the left side of the bed. Hmmm

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I wake up as i hear a loud thump. I scan the room and see someone sitting on the couch across the bed. "Wh-who is that?" i ask quietly. I really can't tell who that person is. It's too dark. "It's me. I'm sorry i woke you". Its the deep husky voice that i love. I turn on the bed lamp and see his face. Im utterly confused right now. Where's Jongin? Why is Chanyeol suddenly here? I keep staring at him. Hhh. He looks incredibly beautiful. He has eye-bags and looks as if he hasn't slept for 3 days. "Are you okay, Yeollie?" I ask, looking at his eyes. He mutters something and suddenly run into me and pull me to his embrace. "Are we okay?" Chanyeol asks. I'm running my hand through his hair. "I don't understand" i say. "I know i haven't tried enough. Look at me" Chanyeol says. He put his hands on the side of my head. "I really like you but i need you to trust me" he says. Those big puppy eyes shines. I love you. "O-okay. Umm may i ask something?" I say. He nods. "What happens between you and Jongin?". Chanyeol looks away for a split second. "We're okay. We just want you to be safe" he says. His response confuse me even more. What the hell is going on? Why does this has anything to do with my safety? I need to talk to Seungri about this. "Please say yes. Say that you'll trust me no matter what happens" he says. "Yes, i will" i say. "Now, go back to sleep. It's still 5" he says. "Can't you sleep here?" i say. "Baby, you know we won't be able to sleep if we're on the same bed" he says, smirking. My goodness. How is it possible for someone to change from gentleman to asshole in a split second? "I miss you too. I miss hearing you say ohh god when you're under me" he says and smile brightly. "MY GOD. GET OUT!" I shout and kick his ass out of his own room. "Goodnight princess" he says and leaves. Hell, now i can't sleep thinking about that night with him. Damn.