I'm DESTINED to be HERS (EXO FANFIC)

Chapter 16

I can't sleep. I tried different positions, different angles to sleep but my eyes won't even close. I grunted and shot up from laying down. "Perhaps a glass of milk would help me," I said and nodded to myself. I gently opened my door. The lights were dimmed and no sign of any EXO member lurking around. I quietly entered the kitchen not bothering in turning the lights on. I'm afraid I might wake up the members. I was struggling to find the fridge. My hands were all over the place. "Where is it?" I muttered impatiently. I stiffened when I touched something that is not furniture-like. I gulped. I--is this a f--face? 

My breath hitched and was about to run out of that place when it suddenly grabbed me and locked me from its arms. I want to scream but it seems like my throat has dried up. What the heck's happening? "Gamanhi iss-eo." (Trans: Stay still) he whispered. His voice's husky. I can't determine who is it. Is he an EXO member or just someone who entered their dormitory. A sasaeng?? but male? "Neo daechae nuguya?" I bravely asked. I can sense his smiles. My forehead creased. "I always remember you but you don't do the same to me," he said in a low tone. I struggled to break free from him but he just tightens his grip. "Jinjeonghae." (Trans: Calm Down) he muttered and I stopped from squirming. My heart beast erratically due to nervousness.

"Who the heck--" his lips slammed to mine and I was shocked. I tried to push him away but his grips are too strong for me. Somehow his kisses weakens me. My punches gradually lightens. He moved his lips to mine and I was carried away. It was soft and gentle that made me start responding to his kisses. He pulled me even closer, molding my body to him. Part of me wants to stop but I just can't. He pinned me to the wall not breaking away our kisses. It was intense but meek. I rest my hands around his neck and he was holding my waist to keep me in place. His male scent pervades my nostrils. Familiar... We both break away gasping for breath. He sighed. "I must leave while I still can." He muttered and left. I didn't move. I was still in dazed. What just happened? I Unconsciously touched my lips. That was my first kiss.

I walked back to my room like a body without a soul. I felt as if I was floating. I sat on the bed and faced the vanity mirror. My lips are still glossy and red from the kiss we had in the kitchen. I shook my head. I just gave away my first kiss to the person I didn't even know! I grunted and pulled my hair. "Ace! What have you done?!" Yes he is a great kisser but... I inwardly grunted. Who was that?! EXO member's names kept popping on my head but each has no reason to do that to me. Was it a sasaeng?! Zeus! You're killing me for reals!

Morning came. I opened the door slowly and looked to each side if there's people around. I heard someone cleared their throat and I lifted my gaze to see EXO's manager crossing his arms around his chest. "You must be Ace," he said. I gulped and straighten myself. "Y--yes." I stammered. "Fix your stuff. I'll send you back," he said and left me alone. "Uhm, excuse me--"

"They're not here already. They have schedules to attend to." I nodded and went back inside. I packed my things and fixed the bed and went out of the room. What happened last night is still inside my mind. I still kept on thinking about it. Who was it? Why did he do it? What for? As Su Ho said, Manager Hyung did send me back to the university. I hurriedly went to my dormitory and gets ready for school.

There's not one subject where I didn't space out. It kept bothering me the fact that I lost my first kiss and to whom did I gave it to! I exasperatedly sighed and rest my head on my desk. "Ya, you okay? What happened to you?" Dawn whispered. I shook my head. I can tell that Dawn's eyebrows are furrowing. "You and I are gonna talk later." She muttered. I sighed. I don't plan on telling anyone about it at all. I'll keep it until to my grave. I pushed back that thought and looked at the window. A smile crept up to my lips. It felt surreal whenever I remembered that I got to stay in EXO's dorm and even cooked a meal for them. I didn't even dare to imagine that before.

Classes were done. Dawn invited me to eat with her outside the school and I went along. "So tell me what's wrong with you and what kind of internal battle are you having," she said as soon as she finished ordering our meals. I don't want to hide anything from her but I don't want to break promises either. I shook my head. "Nothing really. I was just being paranoid over petty things but don't worry everything's fine." I said. I know she's not convinced but she nodded and smiled at me. Our meal arrived and we started eating. Dawn started a conversation about her family and I listened to her. We talked about some stuff and of course EXO which reminded me of everything. Fun time and that time. I spaced out again. "Hey." Dawn snapped her fingers in front of me. "Uh what? What was it again?" Dawn shook her head. "As I was saying, We got ourselves a ticket to EXO's music show." my eyes widen in surprise. "What? Seriously?"

She grinned. "Uhuh! We're going to see EXO perform live!!" she shrieked and I grinned at her. "And here I thought I was the ultimate fangirl," I said and she playfully slapped my shoulders. "Oh shut it! You're just lucky to have great fan service with EXO." she said and rolls her eyes. Guilt suddenly ate me. I felt bad not telling her everything. I hid two things already. One was when PCY asked me to be his friend and two was I slept in EXO's dorm. Actually its three things Ace. The last is the kiss. I forced a smile to her. "Those were just coincidence." I voiced and drank the iced tea. "Yeah right, Ace. What if its fate?! Oh my Greek gods! What if you're destined to be with an EXO member?" I stiffened and my heart suddenly leaps. What if... I immediately shook my head. There's no way that could happen. I sighed. "Dawn, that's farfetched." she rolls her eyes. "You and your pessimistic side. You're bias already noticed you for goodness sake."

"Bias may notice you but never remembers you. You will be just another fan he cared and that's it." I said then something came to my mind,

"I always remember you but you don't do the same to me." 

I gulped. "Whatever you say, Ace. You hurt my fangirl heart again." Dawn feigning a heartbreak. I shook my head and sighed. "Just saying though." I forced a smile and rest my chin to my hand. I stared at the glass window of the restaurant. I've been doing that a lot today. I just can't remove that even inside my mind. I sighed. Dawn gave me the ticket to the music show. She told me that she'll fetch me in the university and go there together which I didn't opposed to. I slumped back to my bed and tiredly sighed. A ping was heard on my phone. I rolled to the sides to get it. My forehead creased.

Super leader Hyung invited you to the group  

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