Umm... What?

Feeling Alone In A Crowd

Everyone gets that feeling when they're with a group of friends, or online, in a group chat or something, and you take one look at your surroundings, and you suddenly feel alone. I've been having that feeling a lot lately, and for one reason only. Couples. 

Every group that I'm in, every person in that group has a girlfriend, boyfriend, and/or lover. Then there's me, who may be in love, but it's not the same. She doesn't feel the same about me, and she doesn't want a relationship at the moment. I know, I keep saying that I'm going to never give up, and I won't... but sometimes it gets me down whenever I look at others, and then compare how happy they are with each other, versus my situation. It just gets lonely sometimes.

I would just take a break from sticking to one person, and date a few people, but I feel like that wouldn't be fair to the girl I'm in love with. So, I've stayed to being loyal to her and only her. That may be my downfall... but if she's happy.. I'm happy..