Hello! This is basically me just writing shit when I'm bored. Maybe like ideas for stories that I don't have the time to write, or just my mood for the day, or random facts about me, etc. etc. Literally, it's just me writing. If you enjoy this... wh...
This year, even with a rough start with so many deaths in my family and friends, and with my break up, I still want this year to be a good year, if not a great one. I want to be able to take another step forward into being successful, and to do that, I have to try harder than I have been. I can't let my depression bring me down like it has time and time again, but no, I'm not going to ignore it or keep it in, I'm seeing my therapist again after a whole month of not being able to see her, so things should be back on track. I've picked up photography again.
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Sorry that they're so big, oops. But yeah, I took those earlier today. Then, there's the fact that I've learned how to paint properly.
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Gorgeous right? I've got a new boyfriend (too soon?) Never. He's sweet and adorable and I love him to death, and he's been a close friend for a while so we close. I've gotten more comfortable in the fact that I am an experimental artist, that I don't have a specific style I prefer to draw in and be associated with.
But for me to be able to take a step forward, I need to organize my life; mentally, emotionally, and physically. My room's a mess, I need shelves in order for that to happen, and I have been wanting to rid of more clothes, keep at least 12 outfits, get a job, or yanno, people could commission me and I'd get money that way, so then I could buy the outfits I want for self confidence. I try to dress how I want to, but it's hard when you have parents who don't believe there's such a thing as transgender.
I need to focus on school work, because if I can get good or decent grades, I won't be trapped in my house. Even though I don't want a car, I need to study and get my permit. Thanks to my older sister leaving in 2 months, I will get her room (which is way bigger than my room) so then I could decorate it how I want and feel happy in my cave. I got a phone, my friend gave it to me, so that's covered for now, it isn't active to where I have a phone #, so if I apply for a job, I have to use my mom's phone. So yeah, I'm just.. trying to get my life together for the future. I need to start thinking about college plans and art schools. Hmm...
