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The story starts..

Alex was up at 2:45 AM ,throwing up Because of his stomach,he's been getting sick since it was the beginning of winter,always when he was getting sick.He lived alone in an apartment in New York,his friends John,Hercules and Laf in an apartment room next to him,of course asleep.He was alone.well kinda-his Soulmate decided to stay up to support him,they haven't met each-other yet and just started talking to each-other a few months ago.

~~~~~~~that day~~~~~~~
Alex shook.he tried to catch his breath Has he went to do something he wouldn't do ever..

This was an apartment complex out of town from out of town so he didn't get found easily if in the news.he climbed up the side of the apartment,up the stairs to the roof .his steps were heavy and slow..like the world was trying to tell him to stay on the ground ,to stay alive..Alex stood at the edge..he rolled his sleeves up one last time,taking a switch blade and starting to make more marks..representing the people he lost..yet will soon meet again..
One..

Two..

Three..

F-'
'Please stop!!!!'
Alex saw this appear on his wrist,he stopped.he reads the writing
'This hurts me as much as it hurts you..please don't do this to yourself!i don want to loose you,I want to see you,I want my life with you!!'

Alex never had someone begging him not to..his eyes teared up once again,sobbing to himself,he wrote back
'But I can't..'
'Yes you can,your strong,your needed for this world-'
'Who am I needed for..?'
'Me..I need you'
Alex stopped..
He ran down to his car and writes
'I'll stay..'
'It's nice to finally meet you..'
'And to you too..'

~~~~~~end flashback~~~~

'Darling,are you okay?'
Alex wipes his mouth and flushed the toilet,walking back to his room,laying in bed
'Yeah I'm okay,just a bit sick '
'I'm here for you '
'I know,it means a lot to me'

Alex smiles softly,curling in bed
'I wish you were here'
'Me too,this place is loud.it pisses me off'
'If you don't mind,where do you live?'
'Oh well,I guess we can tell each-other heh'
'Oh yeah'
alex chuckles softly at the light realization
'Tell me about yourself'
'Well um,I go to a pretty great college,I'm actually finishing up in a few months.Kings college in New York'
'Wait-Really?! Me too!'
'Your in New York??'alex sat up a bit
'Well kinda,Im on the France trip'
'Oh..that's far.is it ending anytime soon?'
'I think in a few months,Then maybe I dunno,we can meet up on a date?~'
Alex blushes at the tone'that sounds amazing,but I feel you'd be ..disappointed '
'Love,Don't say that.I love you no matter what'
'Would you still love me if I had two heads?'
'More beauty and kisses~'
Alex giggles
'You sound amazing '
'Get some rest darling,you need it'
'Goodnight'
'Goodnight love'

//more tomorrow or when I can.boring is far Huh-lol

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