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Alex's POV

Honestly,I'm very happy with Thomas and I've been a lot better since that day a year or so ago
I know I healed pretty quickly but I feel a lot better
Knowing I have someone to love me each day
Knowing that this person was meant for me
Sure,we did hate each other at first
But that one day changed us both
I feel a lot better besides a few bad days here and there but he's always there for me
I've been eating a bit better,though it's hard with my condition honestly
My body really isn't used to it but I don't want it a big problem for Thomas
My tommy bear
Strong bear

Well,now wasn't a good example of good eating
He barely ate anything today-but well..I threw up
A lot
With Thomas in the same room
Cause I puked on the floor cause I couldn't make it to the bathroom
As soon as the mess and myself were cleaned up Thomas set me in bed ,thinking I'm getting sick
I don't blame him
I feel like crap
I'm now cuddled into my blankets
Sore,feeling sick,warm and everything
Thomas was at my side ,setting a thermometer in my mouth to check my state
After it beeped he took it out and kisses my forehead
"It's alright darlin',just relax and lay down for today"he says gently as if my his baby boy
And I was but I won't admit to it
I shake my head
I don't wanna lay down
"Thomas I'm sure it's nothing"I say,about to get up but Thomas ticks me in
"No,you're staying in bed ,I'll get you some juice and soup to get some fluids in you"

"What kind of soup?" I asked

"I have beef and vegetables "

"Ew no"

"Chicken noodle"

"The chicken is like rubber"
Thomas sighs
"God your picky,I'll go get you some noodle soup at the store,it'll be a few minutes so stay in bed"he kisses my forehead again
Making me smile softly
"Okay tommy"looking up into his eyes
Thomas smiles softly and stands up to go get on his coat and boots along with an umbrella since it's raining out
Not a heavy rain or anything ,just a drizzle
"Stay in bed darling,love you!"he called and left

I chuckle softly and rub my stomach
Then freeze

Wait

Did I just rub my stomach ??

I sit up quickly and look at my stomach and such
Looking at the small stomach I have and watch it for a moment
Almost glaring at myself
Laying back down to try and forget I just did that
Fucking weirdo

Anyway I close my eyes and rest softly
Thinking of things that could have made me sick

Well,I did have sweet and sour chicken last night
That place is gross so maybe food poisoning
But Thomas ate it too ,maybe not that

What else happened?

I think and turn onto my side carefully

Well I did some paper work and payments for rent to help out Thomas since he was busy with the animals

Maybe an allergy?I'm not allergic to animals and the dog doesn't really shed
But the cat does

I can't put my finger on it

Let's see..

I woke up at noon and had coffee along with toast

I tried on some new clothes Thomas ave me

Whines at Thomas about the clothes I didn't need but loved secretly

I took the dog outside for a few minutes

I went on my laptop for a while ,cuddling Thomas

Thomas went out and got food while I took a shower

Wrong shampoo maybe?that makes no sense

We ate food and joked around since he broke his chopsticks and used a fork instead

We had sex

We had a shower together then cuddled in bed for a while

That's mostly it










Wait

We had sex!!!thats something!
I sit up quickly and hold my head from being too dizzy
Laying back down for a moment

I dunno if it's paranoia but I just..
It can't be that can it??

I'll wait till Thomas comes home to talk about it

Wait how long has it been since he's left???
It's raining-maybe he slipped!!

I'm coming Thomas,IM COMING !!!

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I rest out of bed and slip on some shoes real quick
Running outside the best I can as the rain hit around my body ,getting me soaked pretty quickly
Panting and holding my stomach for a moment ,leaning against a building before running again

I have to find him!!!

I run into someone and stumble a bit
Looking up worried and quickly

Thomas
Thomas looked at me in shock them a firm worry
"Alex!what are you doing out of bed?wheres your coat!?"he says ,setting the umbrella over me as he held a bag of stuff from the store

I pant and look up to him ,full or worry and paranoia
"Thomas Im pregnant!!!"I yell

Not even being sure but I am sure if that makes sense

"What????"

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