~~~still Thomas's POV~~~
The nurses and doctors left to give me space
I held Alex tight and close,sniffling and crying.I held his face softly,looking at the beautiful details I never noticed till now..the details I made fun of everyday.I was so rude to him..I treated him like a punching bag.I yelled,I beat him,I made him feel terrible -wait..
I rolled his sleeves up,I looked at the scars..the same that he marked into my arm too..the same ones ,they were probably cause of me..that day..was it all me too..?
I only felt worst,I started talking lightly and softly with my voice harsh and broken"oh Alexander...I'm so so sorry..if I could trade your life with mine..you'd be standing here right now.."I took a breath "you'd probably hate me..never want to see me,the person you hate is your soulmate"I stopped so the petals didn't come up."I'm so sorry..I never realized out amazing you are"I hid my face into his shoulder and cried again
"Give me one more chance..please..please I'll do anything"my screams were muffled and I sobbed again
I kept saying "please "under my breath
Till..
"Um...excuse me?"alex said..
//yes another cliffhanger,I'm also in school at the moment//
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Mixed(Jamilton story)
FanfictionYes.A Hamilton story.Jamilton The aus in use: Reset au(I will not be doing it EXACTLY bit I got an idea for it Soulmate au(writing on the wrist plus quote) This story with include fluff/smut/angst all together
