i think i should call her
she stays up late right
but she also hasn't been doing well in school
i don't want to disturb her if she is studying
my leg is really bouncy
so that's how i know You're there
it wouldn't be too much to call her right?
she said if i ever needed to talk
and i want to talk
it's really tempting to talk
to just go outside and call her
to hear her voice and maybe unwind? relax?
i still feel like i have to puke
so that's how i know You're just waiting
i'm gonna call her

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My Healing; My Pain
Şiirthis is the start of not hiding my emotions and writing everyday to let them out TRIGGER WARNING: DO NOT READ IF SEXUAL VIOLENCE, DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, OR PANIC ATTACKS TRIGGER YOU