i remember going on countless dates with taeyong before he finally called me his boyfriend. he was so clingy, sicheng. did you know that? he'd always leave me texts and call me every second of the day. it was like i was on a leash. but i had to suck it up. our double dates with you and jaehyun were the only times i could be with you in public. and i savored every moment of it.
i remember on our third double date, jaehyun invited us to go to the fair with you. it was the same fair we went to, sicheng, the place where you embraced me.
you were running late, and i wondered why. taeyong, jaehyun, and i were already in line for the tickets on the roller coaster. jaehyun was about to suggest that we wait for you before falling in line. but you came running towards us, a grin on your face. you were visibly tired from the sprint but you placed a kiss on jaehyun's cheek as you turned to greet us.
i remember wondering how you could do that. how you could smile and kiss your boyfriend when barely a week ago, you were kissing me.
