my euphoria | lsm + hjs

trois

-joshua-

i kept on staring into the pier view as i feel my phone buzz, i look down to my phone to see a text from seokmin so i opened our chat conversation and looked through the recent messages he sent me.

[dokyeom🐴❤️: hyung !! where are u? i'm going to the table right now.]

[jisoos😇🕊️: i'm at the table near the pier.]
[jisoos😇🕊️: specifically, the table has soft cushion church.]
[jisoos😇🕊️: chairs*]

[dokyeom🐴❤️: LMAO HYUNG! 😂]
[dokyeom🐴❤️: anyways omy hyung!!]

[jisoos😇🕊️: okayy, see ya here.]

i shut my phone off as i lay my head down as i viewed the pier, it was beautiful. i chuckled at how dokyeom reacted when my phone did a typo, i almost bet that when he arrived here at the table he would be laughing non-stop about the typo. i suddenly felt hands wrap around my shoulders as i look sideways to see seokmin's face, i blush a little bit as he just chuckled.

"hyung, you're blushing again!" he said enthusiastically as i just smiled a little bit at him, "d-don't mind it seokmin." i tell him as he sat across me as we stared at the pier together. "um hyung?" seokmin called me as i turn my head to look at him, "yes?" i ask him as he was sort of rethinking on what he was about to say "are you hungry?" he asked me again as i shook my head. "nah, i'm good. let's just wait for the others." i tell him as he smiled and nodded at me as i turn my head back to the pier, then we heard shouting getting louder.

i turn my head behind me as we saw the others walking towards us; jeonghan cooing at chan and kept on asking him the ever famous question to chan "who's baby are you?" jeonghan asked chan as his hand was on his shoulders. chan just sighed as he smiled again "jeonghannie hyung's baby!" he said as jeonghan squealed and hugged chan more as chan sighing to himself again.

then it was the china line speaking mandarin and minghao holding up a stuffed frog which looked like kermit, he was holding it like a baby. i swear i saw jun blush at that action just because of the cuteness, i also thought that it was cute. not more cuter than seokmin wearing that reindeer onesie i got him for christmas,

the others were just joking around and playfully fighting eachother, seokmin then laughed very loudly as i jerk my body to see what made him laugh. i laughed aswell when i saw what happened, seungcheol was squished between soonyoung and seungkwan with his hands in a praying position while mingyu placed a halo headband on jihoon. they all approached us and sat down on the cushions, then we got food (which was a lot by the way), the others ate well while for me. i wasn't that hungry but i ate a good amount, the sickening feeling came back to me as i excused myself once again, sprinting all the way to the restrooms.

i locked the door behind me as i got inside and coughed out the petals and saw the blood again, "shit, there's a thorn." i mumbled to myself and mentally slapped myself for cursing. 'i guess i have to pray later.' i thought as i cleaned up my petals and threw them in the bin, i looked at myself in the mirror and examined my features.

my skin looked pale, i've become thinner, my mouth still has a bit of blood in it and my eyebags are darker and bigger. i sighed as i wiped the blood on my mouth and washed my hands, i got out of the restroom and walked back to the table and sat down on my cushion. i drank my strawberry milkshake as i stared at the pier again.

when everyone finished their food, we cleaned up the mess and walked out of the foodpark. we walked and joked around as me and seokmin stayed side by side as we talked about the assumed couple infront of us, i was a blushing mess at some point.

"do you think they're together hyung?" seokmin asked me as i look at him and back to jun and minghao, "maybe, their closeness is beyond childhood friends." i said as he smiled at me "true." he said as i smiled back at him. we all stopped infront of my building as i wave to them goodbye and got inside the building.

i quickly got into my apartment and got out of my jeans then exchange them with my pajamas, i removed my hood then remove my sleeveless and put on my hood again. i sat on the edge of my bed in praying position and prayed to God because i made a sin. after i prayed i placed my phone on my nightstand as i lay down on my bed staring at the ceiling, smiling at the short moments i had with dokyeom as i drift to sleep.

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three is done !!! (ﾉ｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡
i send all my love into this chapter btw,
sorry if its not good, this is not proofread btw ≧ω≦

anyways see you next chap!

-xoxo
-wheel