In Her Mind

19 Blood vessels .12.

I was softly giggling to myself . I found the whole situation humorous . I wondered what the city thought . We're they scared ? Did they have an idea to who I was ? I wondered if I had a special serial killer name ? Now wouldn't that be something ?

I snickered at my thoughts . The people around me must've thought I was crazy , with the makeup streaming down my face , me laughing at myself . Well , maybe I was crazy ? Maybe not , I don't know .

I wondered if any one else had these malicious thoughts . Did anyone else have the need to kill ?

It was still early and I could possibly get another kill done . Or rather , I needed to get another kill done . I couldn't just tell the city it'll be over soon and then not deliver ? That would make me crueler than I already am .

All I needed was to make a quick stop at the bunker again to clean of my make up and get the details about my 19th victim . I'd get more of my answers back now , maybe find out why there was such an off feeling to Deja even .

I took off at a sprint as soon as I was away from suspicious eyes and darted home . It was raining cats and dogs now , the icy temperature of the raindrops fell like bullet to my skin .

In just a few more seconds I was in the bunker . Hastily I cleaned myself up and rinsed the blood off of my knife . Then I walked over to my infamous wall of questions , pictures and soon to be victims .

My eyes scanned for number 19 , who would it be ? What did they do ? Would they be the key to finding out what's in my mind ? Only way to find out is to kill them .

Finally I found the picture . Number nineteen . The victim had beautiful curly strawberry blond hair , it fell to her waist , she was dressed in geeky clothes and had big glasses . She looked so innocent ? What could she have done to me ?

Alia Summers . What did you do Alia ? What was the reason ? According to her little block of details I had somehow gotten , she was a honour roll student . Well my best guess was that I would find her in some kind of lab or library .

I glanced at the clock on my bed stand . The local library wouldn't be closed for another few hours , I could pull this off . 

I gathered all my things again and without even glancing at Connor's door I set off again in my trademark killing outfit .

I had a lot of time to kill so I calmly walked through the fields and parks to the library . It gave me enough time to plan her death .

Turning onto the library's street , I felt a sudden rush . My body and mind knew there was a kill to come . It was anxious to get the blood , and I'd happily give it .

It was only when I walked inside and saw Alia that I realized that I still didn't know what she did to deserve this . My questions would have to wait for their answers , I had a job to do .

I acted shy and approached her timidly .

" Umm , excuse me , but you look like someone that could help me . You see I'm looking for this book , ummm , it's called , The Killer's Mind ? Can you help me find it ?"

She looked at me long and hard , suspicious of me , but then she caved and told me to follow her .

We went into the computer room and she started to type furiously , anxious to return back to her books .

After a while she stood up and said to me that there wasn't any book like that .

"Sorry , umm hey ? Have you seen this man ?"

She held up a picture of Connor to my fave.

"It's just that he's been missing for a long time and , I miss him , we were in lobe you know . He realised that after his dead bitch of an ex girlfriend died . "

That sent a pang of pain straight through my heart and the memories returned .

It was a few days after my raping incident and the whole school turned against me .  Alia was standing next to Connor in the hallway , a little too close than what I'd like . I was waiting for Connor to join me on the walk to our next class but he refused to come to me .

Alia was whispering seductively into his ear . Rumours . Rumours about me , lies and more lies !

Then Connor did somethings that shattered me . He turned around and kissed Alia . I was broken after that .

I ran to the nearest bathroom to keep  people away from seeing me crying . Tears raced down my cheeks . The door creaked open and in walked Alia . She smirked devilishly before beginning to mock me and then her fist connected to my face . After she was done , she left my broken self in the bathroom .

Something else tweaked at the memory but I couldn't remember , this was it for now . Back to reality and back to my kill.

I smiled menacingly started to laugh .

"Yes I have seen him Alia . And no you weren't in love , that was just a dream . Oh and for his dead bitch of an ex girlfriend ? Well guess what , she got a lot more bitchier and a lot more alive ."

She stared at me in horror , the word Rose on her lips . Then my fist connected to her face and again and again I punched and beat her up . This was a special , different kill .

In my bag was a small heavy hammer , and it was going to crush her bones . I began swinging and smashing , the cracks were audible . She wailed but no one would hear her .

When I was finally satisfied with the amount of cracks I returned to my knife . Instead of cutting , I was going to stab her . I wanted her to feel my pain .

Blood gushed out of her wound staining the floor and my clothes . Her cries was non existent as her life began to fade . I made my signature cuts to her face and instead of slicing her throat I looked into her eyes and said

"Enjoy hell , enjoy your last few seconds of life . You were never his."

Then I plunged my knife deep into her heart , twisting and turning it over and over again .

She was finally gone . Instead of leaving her body there I dragged it to a bookshelf , I threw out all the books and then stacked her body in the shelf , making it fit .

I rearranged the books in to a question mark and I left rose petals all over . Her number was etched in blood on the carpets .

It was done , I had my revenge on number 19 . And now there was just 4 more kills to go .

I was done with 19 blood vessels . 19 important forgotten memories . 19 tragedies and 19 bodies .

I was done .

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Just an early and late birthday present to you all !!! Enjoy it Noodles ❤❤