Impossible | e.d (book one)

Sunset

*ON THE PLANE*

HE LOOKED...HE FUCKING LOOKED. OMG.

I threw my phone down in my lap and just sat there stiff, not moving at all like a fucking idiot. Why did I do that...ugh he probably thinks I'm a stalker or something now.

I leaned towards the window and sighted. I should have never done that. He looks so much older than me anyways, there's no way he would be interested in me. Like I'm 16, turning 17 in a couple of months and he fucking looks 25. Ugh I'm so stupid.

I closed my eyes slowly drifting off to sleep.

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I woke up to someone slightly tapping my shoulder. My head shot up in confusing looking around until I saw it was one on the flight attendants.

"Miss you need to put on your belt and open the window shade, we're about to land" She kindly said with a soft smile on her face.

"Oh okay, I'm sorry" I just replied being a little embarrased. I was the only one in my row, so hopefully no one saw. I don't even know why I was so embarrased, I just was.

I buckled up my belt and pushed the window shade up. My jaw literally dropped at the view.

I was hit in the face with sunshine from the most beautiful sunset I've ever seen. I just sat there gawking and admiring the view. It was like I was in my own trance. It was just straight up beautiful. I've never seen a sunset from above before or prom this perspective, and it's so mesmerising.

"It's beautiful isn't it" I jumped by the sudden comment.

"What?" I was so confused until I looked to my left. HE FUCKING MOVED SEATS. The guy that previously sat behind me, staring, was now sitting right beside me...

My eyes shot open, being shocked and a little scared to be honest. Like why would he move seats? All I could say was "Uhhh". I looked at him in confusion until he finally spoke.

"The sunset. It's beautiful isn't it?" I looked at him with a wierd look. He just looked right past me staring out the window. I turned my head to look at it again without saying anything.

I was still a little shook at what just happened so I didn't say anything back.

"It reminds me of my childhood" he spoke, making me turn my head and look at him in confusing and furrowing my eyebrows like I was saying 'what?'.

"Yeah, me and my mom..." he stopped. He looked like he was in doubt of saying something. I wanted to know though to I forced myself to let out a little "mhm?". He looked down at me slightly smiling and then he went on.

"we always used to travel, well...me, my twin brother..." HOLD TF UP. THIS GUY HAS A TWIN ASWELL. I tried holding back the schocked expression on my face and I think I managed to, because he just kept talking. I didn't get anything of what he said after "twin brother".

He looked down on me with this look on his face like he was asking me if I understood. Ugh I fucked up again.

"Sorry, but you have a twin brother?" I asked, as that was everything I was thinking about. Like damn. There's two of them? God bless the world for having them exist.

"Uhh yeah! I do" he giggled and looked down at his hand while fiddling with the end of his belt. I just nodded my head and sticking my bottom lip out.

"Not bad" I thought to myself. "How come?" he said. OH FUCK!!! Did I say that out loud? Ughhhh. I'm literally akting like such a fool on this ride. I'm so stupid, like wtf, get your act together.

"Oh sorry I..." I paused a little thinking to myself what I was supposed to say next. He just looked at me confused, not understanding anything. GOOOD HE'S SOOO FUCKING CUTE I CAN'T EVEN.

"I mean that you're like kinda really hot-" I tried not making eye contact as that would just make everything so much more awkward. "-and if there's two of you, then not bad" I awkwardly laughed silently at what I just said trying not to sound like a freak.

"Aahhh, well thank you, you're not too bad yourself" he said with a huge smile on his face.

My face stayed blank. Not too bad? Ugh, that's what you say when you don't want to offend someone, but they're obvoisly hideous. I just nodded and turned back to the window admiring the sunset before we land.

"But yeah, me, my twin brother and my mom. We used to always travel, just for the sunsets. It was kinda our thing ya know?" he continued the conversation we had. I got taken back a little at that. Used to be their thing? It's not anymore? What happened?

I looked up at him in confusion. "Used to be?" I asked while furrowing my brows and turning to face him.

He didn't answer. He just looked down at his hands and then out of the window again. "Yeah it did" he said softly. It sounded like he was holding back tears and he just looked down at his belt with a wondering look.

Ugh, something probably did happen, but I'm not gonna ask anything more as he seems to be in not the best shape. I just looked at him with an expression that said 'sorry'. He slightly nodded and then quickly got out of the seat and went back to his. The one right behind me.

I feel so bad. I shouldn't have asked him that. For god sakes I don't even know his name and I start asking him these personal quiestions? Fuck I'm dumb. Well I'm glad I'll probably never see him again and that it's not that big of a deal. I just want to get off this plane, get my luggage and see my mom again.

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