Impossible | e.d (book one)

Unsure

Author's note:

Again guys I'm sorry if you thought the last "chapter" actually was a chapter. It was just an update on my life and how I got olive oil in my eye haha.

Tell me if you liked the update and think I should do more of them in the future. Also if I do, I'm gonna put "update" in brackets so you'll understand that it's not a chapter, but just a boring update to my life haha.

Sorry if that didn't make any sense at all LOL!

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*THE NEXT DAY*
[Kayla's POV]

I didn't know how to feel. Should I be scared? Relieved? Stressed? Chill? Like what the hell. I don't know what to do.

Ever since that kiss last night and just everything that has happened, I'm so confused.

Like first he treats me so well, then he sees me at school and goes all 'fuckboy' on me, then in the hallway he was fine until he saw people coming. The woods, first when he came to the clearing he was all fine, but when I asked him about everything he didn't say anything, not that I thought he would, and then at the car HE FUCKING KISSES ME. Then when I don't let him get to secong base, he became mad and all that and just "I'll see you at school".

So you get why I'm nervous? FUCK!

I threw the covers off of me and rolle out of bed scared of what was going to happen today. Is he gonna act like nothing happened or is he gonna try pulling something similar again?

My head is going crazy, I actually feel like I'm gonna faint or just pass out right here.

I slowly walked to the bathroom filling myself a glass of water.

Instead of going back in my closet right away, I decided ton do my hair and makeup now, so I won't have to come back in here again.

When I was done getting dressed I rushed downstairs seeing I only had 5 minutes until I needed to leave. I quickly grabbed a cereal bar and threw it in my bag with an apple. I'll just buy some extra lunch if I need it.

I looked at the time again.

"FUCK" I shouted, being takedn back by how loud I were. I ran towards the door yelling upstrairs.

"Goodbye, I'm leaving now" 

I shut the door and speed walked to my car, jumping in and driving to school.

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*RIGHT AFTER FIRST PERIOD* 

"Hey you okay?" my head shot up at the sudden comment. Morgan just stood there with a worried look on her face.

"What?" I asked confused, not actually hearing what she said.

"I said are you okay? You seem totally out of it and stressed" she spoke again, still carrying the same worried look.

"Yeah yeah, I'm fine" I lied, faking a smile. She obviously caught on to it, but she didn't say anything else.

"Okay, just know you can come talk to me okay?" she told m, placing her hand on my shoulder.

I let out a breath and released the stress in my tense shoulders. I just nodded. And with that she walked away to her next period. It was in a whole other building, so she had less time than me.

I walked towards my locker, not paying attention to anything around me. I just kinda drifted into my own bubble again. 

I reached my locker and took everything I needed for next period. I sighted and closed my locker.

My whole body became stiff once again. Right as I closed it, the first thing I saw was him...

Ethan was walking down the hallway with some og his friends laughing. For some wierd reason, they gave me an impression that were talking about me...

My heart started to rase and my vision became blurry. What the hell? What's happening.

I saw Ethan look up at me with a somewhat worried look. My shoulders began to move quickly up and down as I was starting to hyper ventilate. 

I could feel myself starting to shake as they came closer. FUCK!

All of his friends gave me a death glare and I already knew what was gonna happen.

Suddenly everything went black and all the noise was shut out. What happened?

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I opened my eyes being blinded by the bright light.

I grunted causing a man to speak up.

"Great you're awake"

I looked around being confused as the surroundings were not familiar.

"What happened?" I looked at him confused. He was probably in his late fourties.

He scooted closer on his rolling chair checking my eyes to see if they were fine.

"You had an anxiety attack and fainted" he said helping me up on my feet.

"What?" I mumbled, still being confused.

"Uhm can I ask you something?" I looked at him. He looked up from his chart narrowing his eyes.

He just nodded for me to speak.

"How did I end up in here? I figured I was at the school nurses or something, but I have no idea how I got here.

He just smiled.

"Go outside and I guess he'll tell you" he nodded towards the door.

What? He? Who's he?

I looked at him in confusion causing him to only nodd against the door one more time.

I opened the door and walked outside...seeing Ethan asleep in a chair.

FUCK he looked so soft. Imagine just cuddling up next to him in bed and just UGH. 

I shook my head trying to get rid of the thoughts.

I sat down in the chair next to him.

He didn't move.

I cleared my throat, and again, nothing.

I lightly nudged his shoulder causing him to wake up.

I chuckeled a little at how cute and confused he looked.

"Hi" I said scratching the back of my head being nervous as to how he would act.

"Oh my god hi are you okay?" he shot his head in my direction. He had this extremely worried look on his face and you could hear it in his voice.

He stared directly into my eyes causing my body to go warm and my cheeks blush.

I looked down, not wanting him to see it.

"Uh yeah" I spoke, still looking down.

"Oh" he bluntly said causing me to look up in confusion. Oh?

"Well okay then, I'll se you around" and with that he just left. No emotions no notihing.

What the hell?

This guy just sat here for god knows how long waiting for me, he was probably the one who brought me here as well. He gets all worried and stuff, and the minute I say I'm okay...he just leaves?

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS KID?

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This is crap, but I wanted to finish it so I can start on my next chapter today as well. I want to upload two chapters before I go to bed, this being the first. But yeah

I read all of your guys' comments and THAAANKKKK YOUUUU SO MUCH.

I usually read them in the morning or at school when I have time and it's so embarrasing because I just sit there smiling like an idiot,but yeah thanks for enjoying it I guess haha.

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