Impossible | e.d (book one)

Realization

Author's note:

Okay so since my Macook is stolen, I've only got my school laptop to use, but when school ends I have to turn it in. That means, I don't have anything to write on. I hope to finish this book before that, but I won't have computer or laptop until school startes again in August.

Originally I wanted to spend the summer writing, but I guess that's not happening now//:

Anyays, enjoy this chapter that's probably gonna be a flop as usual.

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[Grayson's POV]

"Did you tell her?" I asked-opening the front door-letting Morgan step inside.

She huffed-stepping inside-her head hanging low.

"Yeah" she breathed out-opening the fridge-taking out a water bottle.

"Sooo what happened?" I asked-motioning for her to sit at the bar stool behind the counter.

She propably her the nervousness in my voice.

She sat down-her head in her hands just shaking it and groaning.

"She said we were okay, but I know she's hurt and I know she's pretending to be okay. She's not okay and I just feel-I feel like the crappiest friend and human being ever" 

I could hear the lump in her throat as she talked and honestly it was breaking me.

I've known Morgan since I can remeber and I know she would never hurt anyone, at least not on purpose.

I know she and Ethan had history, but I don't know anything and I never wanted to push any of them to tell me, so I never did.

 Morgan told me a little bit of it, Ethan never did. After she left, he just changed.

Ethan, Morgan and I have known each other our whole life. Our moms were best friends and we would always hang out and have sleep overs at our house. I always felt a little left out. Ethan and Morgan used to be much closer than her and I. I don't remeber when it was. But some time in primary school, Ethan sorta catched feelings for her and they started hanging out a lot more than her and I, which kinda broke me. I didn't have any other friends than Ethan andMorgan, so when both of them ditched me, for each other. I felt so alone.

Ethan had feelingd for her for years, but he never told her and the same was with Morgan. They both liked each other, but none of them knew.

During freshman year, we were all sat on the couch at our house with some friends-playing truth or dare, when one of our old friends  Ryan started to ask questions, and bring up the past. He started to talk about how Ethan always liked Morgan and then our sister Cameron, who always was close with Morgan stepped in and started talking about how morgan always like Ethan, which resaulted in Aaron daring Ethan to go upstairs with Morgan to have a makeout.

Everyone started cheering at them, while both of them sat there-red as tomatoes, completely embarrased-not daring to look at each other. Everyone found it funny, except for me and them. Them being together, only meant that I would be left out again.

Ethan always talked about her to me and of couirse I wanted him to be happy, but I also didn't want to loose my best friends. Again.

They ended up going upstairs, and you can guess what happened next.

They dated for around five months. I've never seen my brother happier than at that point in his life. I was still good friends with Morgan, not like we used to, but we talked a lot. Something was off though, she didn't seem happy. At least not as happy as Ethan seemed, which I found odd. 

I heard them say they loved each other multiple times. Ethan also told me about how much he loved her and honeslty, that made me smile. Seeing my brother this happy couldn't keep me from smiling. But when I talked to Morgan, she never seemed that happy and she never really wanted to talk about him.

One day Ethan came home-angry. Angrier than I've ever seen him. I was sat in the living room doing homwork when I heard the front door slam shut and I swear to god the whole house moved.

I got up to see what happened-when I saw Ethan sprinting up the stairs-into his room-slamming the door shut, making the whole house shake again.

I didn't know what to think or what had gotten into him.

I started walking up the stairs when 'magically' I spotted a small wet spot on one of the stairs.

He had been crying...

I was just about to knock on his door when the door bell rang.

I decided that he'd probably flip if I tried talking to him and he most likely wanted some privacy right now.

So I walked down the stairs and opened the door-being met by a crying Morgan begging to see Ethan, saying something that she had to apologize to him. Why? I never got the answer to.

I asked her what was wrong and she just told me that he had broken up to her. She tried pushing past me-asking where he was.

For some wierd reason, I had this feeling in my stomach-telling me to not let her see him.

I just lied to her and told her he wasn't home, even though I just saw him bursting in.

She looked confused an sadder than ever, but she eventually left, leving me to talk with Ethan. Which you can guess, did not work.

But that's all I know about them. No one ever told me why they broke up, and no one to this day, except them knows why.

"Okay Morgan, relax, I'll talk to her, but first you need to tell me what you told her and why you were  kissing Ethan. I haven't seen you two together since freshman year" I looked at her-taking her hands in mine for comfort while giving her a sympathetic look.

She nodded her head-starting to explain.

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 "Wow" was all I could say. "That's uh-" I was lost for words. "That's just wow" 

We had now moved over to the couch to talk.

"I know, I didn't expect it either, it just sorta happened. But I promise you Grayson-" she took my hands in her, looking deep into my eyes. "I promise you, I have no feelings whatsoever for him. I haven't had any feelings for him for a long time".

I looked up at her-seeing she told the truth.

"Okay, it's okay, I believe you Morgan" I told her, giving her a small smile of understanding.

"So let me get this straight" I adjusted how I was sitting so I'd be more comfortable. "Ethan came up to you...threatning you, saying if you didn't kiss him back, he'd hurt Kayla?" I asked confused, not really understanding.

"Yes, I know it sounds wierd and I was so confused" she told me-shaking her head as if she were as confused as me.

"That's..why would he say that?" I asked-looking up at the ceiling-trying to understand.

"I don't know, and like why would he hurt Kayla, like he seems to hate her so mu-" she stopped-froze, like a lightbulb was shining over her head.

"Morgan what...what is it" I asked-shaking her-desperatly trying to get her attention.

She looked over at me with eyes wide as the ocean it would seem. 

"He knew Kay would be there"

"Oh my god" was the only thing I could say as my mouth dropped to the floor, just like hers. "He knew"

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