Impossible | e.d (book one)

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Author's note:

I'm so sorry about how late this is up. When I got home today, I was so tired I fell asleep. Then when I woke up, like an hour later, I decided to clean and tidy my room because I wanted to move things around. But yeah, I also went to the store and just chilled.

Also ofc I talked to my crush lol, it's bad, but yeah.

ANYWAYSSS, hope you enjoy this chapter<3

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*KAYLA'S DRIVEWAY*

[Kayla's POV]

"Heyyy bitch" I said as I got in the car.

"Heyyaaa, what's up?" Morgan said as she started to back out of my driveway.

Should I tell her, I mean...about what happened with Ethan?

I know I shouldn't be scared of being judged, but for some reason I still am. She was one of the girls talking crap about him in the cafeteria. I never got what they said about him, but I heard that it wasn't all nice and things.

"Nah, not much. Just family stuff and all that" I replied, deciding on not telling her. If it ever got up, I'd consider it, but for now I'll keep that to myself. Especially after the was Ethan acted this morning.

"Yeah I herd, wanna talk about it?" Morgan said, taking a quick glance at me, then turning her focus back onto the road.

I didn't want to get in to all of the drama again. She wouldn't understand anyways. Morgan's always been an only child. She would not understand everything with Jayden and all of that.

The rest of the ride was pretty silent. Other than music playing on the radio, no one said anything. It wasn't awkward though. It was actually quite pleasant.

We arrived at the school parking lot, being lucky there was barely any cars there.

Only Ethan's and some of the other expensive cars.

"What's up with all the expensive cars?" I looked at Morgan, breaking the silence. 

Ever since my first day here, I always wondered about that.

"I don't really know, I've always wondered about it, but I don't really care that much anymore. In the beginning it actually made me irritated" she chuckled at what she said. I just gave her a smile."Like why use their money on that when you can save it up or use it on more useful things?"

My smile grew at what she said. We're even more alike than I thought.

"What?" she looked at me, making me look up at her.

"No nothing, just that that's exactly what I was thinking my first day here"

We just looked at each other before bursting out into laughter.

We're defiantly best friends.

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I couldn't really focus on anything today. My mind was all over the place.

Everything that happened with Ethan, and how he's been totally ignoring me, not even looking at me in the halls, and everything with my 'family'. Ugh. It's just too much. Why does life have to be so tough some times?

Like everyone expects something from you. Your teachers, your parents, your friends, everyone else and yourself. That's the problem. Out of everyone, you expect the most from yourself, and that's what drags you down the most.

Why is it like that?

I've gotten all sorts of comments all day, but they just go in one ear and out the other. Mentally, I'm just gone. I don't know where I am, but not here.

Some comments stuck though. 

On my way to second period I heard some random guy shout at me down the hall, saying I looked like a slut and he'd bang me any time. GROSS

But mostly, I've actually gotten compliments, then they're all from girls. At least someone appreciate my effort. 

I did get some weird looks, probably because what I'm wearing is so not me.

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"Kayla...KAYLA"

"wait what happened?" my head shot up looking up at Maddy.

"Girl...are you okay? You've been out of it all day" she gave me a concerned look.

I looked around the table, seeing literally everyone looking at me with the same eyes.

"Guys I'm okay, I promise, just tired" I answered, trying to lie the best I could.

I looked back at Maddy, giving her a fake smile, which actually helped.

She gave me a weak smile back, still looking concerned, just as everyone else.

I looked up at Morgan seeing her still looking at me.

"It's okay" I mouthed to her. I tried to tell her a little bit of everything that went down last night with my family, not mentioning anything about Ethan.

She just nodded at me, going back to eating her apple.

I stood up, catching everyone's attention.

"I'm just going to the toilet" I chuckled at them.

Why are they so concerned for me?

"I'll come with" Morgan said, quickly jumping up from her seat.

"Okay?" I gave her a confused look.

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"Okay Kay, listen. There's a rumour that has been going around the school. Don't freak out or anything, but people are saying you and Ethan hooked up...and whenever there's a rumour like that. He usually snaps...soooo you're not going anywhere alone today"

What the fuck?

How did people even find out, yes I know it's just a rumour, but what the hell.

And Ethan snaps? What does that even mean? Like what would he do?...

I just looked at her with a strange and confused look, when I saw someone staring in the corner of my eye. I turned my head being met with the softest, most sparkling eyes ever.

Ethan.

Morgan quickly turned seeing I watched something. The moment he saw her look, it was like darkness took over him. His eyes became darker than ever and you could see the anger in him.

What the hell is going on.

I saw him starting to walk towards us with his fists clenched.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck me. What the hell do I do?

His eyes weren't on me though...they were on Morgan. 

He came closer and closer and suddenly everything went black...

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I wrote this is such a hurry and late at night, sorry for it sucking.

But yeah good night peepz<3

LOVE YOU GUYS xxx - o