Alex Swan Eclipse

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I held onto Paul's hand as he leads the way up onto the cliff that overlooked forks we sat down

"everything looks so small up here"i said as I pulled him towards the edge we stood side by side he looks at our hands I looked up at him

"what? I can't hold your hand?"I asked pulling away

"no it's just I hate vampires and now I'm dating one I guess"he said letting out a sigh

"what are we exactly?"I asked looking up at him he turns to me

"I think you already know what I want the rest is on you"he said I bit my lip before letting out a sigh

"I'm going to regret this...."he cuts me off

"shut up and kiss me"he said before pulling me into a kiss my eyes closed as I gave into the urge to be closer to him I turned my body towards his this was it this was exactly where I was supposed to be I was meant to be with Paul I believed it now this was where everything led to him to Paul Anthony lahote
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I went to the Cullen's once Edward called for a meeting with all the vampires

"I don't see how this meeting is for me I'm barely a vampire"i said as I stepped inside with Edward by my side

"but you're still a sister no matter how far you run away"he tells me

"I wasn't running she chose being a vampire over her family"i said as we walked into the living room

"how can you say that?"she asked me

"that's exactly what you did Bella you think I wanted this? My own boyfriend can't believe he's dating the one thing he was taught to hate"i said the boyfriend part slipped actually I had no idea what Paul and I were

"boyfriend? You're dating Paul now?"Bella asked I couldn't take it back now

"well I guess that's none of your business isn't?"I said I turned to leave

"how can you move on so fast?"Bella asked I turned around

"what?"I asked her

"you moved on so fast"she said glancing at Emmett I couldn't look at him

"oh please Bella spare me the how to treat my ex boyfriend bull crap at least I didn't go suicidal"i told her it hurt her feelings but I didn't care

"at least mine came back"she said that hurt I turned around so they couldn't see me cry

"Bella that was too far"rosalie scolded her my trembling body must've gave it away

"she started it"she tells them standing her ground

"Bella"i heard Emmett say I heard her get up

"Alex I'm sorry I didn't mean it"she turned me around the tears were falling down my face

"you're such a hypocrite Bella"i said shaking my head

"everyone has to be miserable but not you, you have to have everything ,you have to be treated like a freaking princess"i said wiping my tears

"you wanna paint me as the Villan? Okay? I don't care about what happens to you you're already dead to me"i said before making my way out of the living room they followed me

"Alex someone was in her room"alice tries to get a reaction out of me

"I don't care not anymore"i said still walking Emmett grabs my arm turning me around making me look at him

"then care about this whoever it was was in your room too"he said I pulled away from him

"we need to do this as a family Alex"esme said I scoffed

"family? Is this what you call it? Voting for my sister to die?"I asked them

"it wasn't like that"bella said

"yes it was you've just made yourselves believe it wasn't when there should've never been a vote in the first place it should've never even come up"i told them

"it was either die or become a vampire"bella tries I looked at her

"if I had a choice I would've chosen to die"i said and walked away this time making it outside

"Alex wait!"Emmett chased after me I stopped in the middle of the street

"I didn't move on ya know because I can't I'm still in love with you Emmett but I can't let myself get involved with anyone I'm damaged enough I can't handle another death or another heart break"i confessed

"Alex watch out!"Bella yelled but it was too late I felt something hit me the last thing I heard was them screaming my name

"Alex!"