Alex Swan Eclipse

Helping alex

I sat on the couch as Emmett walked in I eyed him suspiciously everyone filled in the room all eyes on me

"what?"I asked him

"well the good news is the plans working so far"he said I nodded

"okay?"I said

"but Edward isn't fighting he and Bella are gonna hide somewhere"he tells me I hopped up

"no way"i said shaking my head

"i think it's a good idea"he said

"why? I don't"i said

"that's because you hate her"he said I laughed

"I don't hate her"i said as I paced

"I can't tell considering your past behavior"rosalie said

"that's because I say everything everyone else is afraid to say"i said to her

"honestly is it fair that everyone else has to fight for her and he doesn't not because he doesn't want to but because she asked"i said

"so it's my fault"Bella said

"everything is your fault little sister how much more obvious do I have to make that?"i said

"so you're saying I had something to do with you and Emmett's break up?"she said I took a step only to have Emmett hold me back

"don't cross that line Bella you'll never be able to uncross it"i warned her

"you already crossed the line"she challenged me I laughed

"you're right I mean what was I thinking blaming everything on you? I mean it's my fault all of it"i said as Emmett let me go

"it's not...."I cut her off

"it is I'm the reason you got curious about the Cullen's I'm the reason James and his crew came after us in the first place I mean hell they even turned me into a vampire"i went on

"if I would've never came to forks none of this would've never happened"i said I then sat down on the couch my head in my hands

"I'm a terrible person"i cried

"I'm not even a person anymore"i added shaking my head I got up and went to my room still hearing them talk about me

Nobody's pov

"it's no ones fault"edward assures Bella as she looks at him sadly

"what's wrong with her?"Bella asked Alex was always tough to handle but never like this

"becoming a vampire just amplified her senses and emotions everything basically it can really take a toll on you"esme said

"she's fighting with herself?"Bella asked confused

"and she's losing"Jasper said

"what do we do? I can't lose my sister"Bella said desperately

"I know someone who'll help her"Alice said speaking for the first time

"and if that doesn't work?"Bella asked

"she could become dangerous"carsile said nodding

"you mean we'll have to kill her"Emmett said speaking up almost angry

"as far as I know she's already gone"Rosalie said looking at him

"I can't kill her.....i won't"Emmett said getting up

"after everything you still protect her"Edward said looking at him

"I still love her.....this all started when I broke up with her I owe it to her to get her back"Emmett said no one was really shocked by his confession it was obvious that they had some loose ends to tie up

"you think you can bring her back?"Jasper asked

"I'm the only one who knows her..... better than herself maybe....I have to....she would've done the same for me"