Alex Swan Eclipse

moving out

"Do you believe Sam will agree to... an understanding?"Carsile asked

"As long as we get to kill some vampires."Jacob said

"Jasper?"Carsile said

"They'll give us the numbers. And the newborns won't know they even exist. That'll give us an edge."he said

"We'll need to coordinate."Carsile said

"Carlisle, they're gonna get hurt."Bella said I rolled my eyes

"We'll all need some training. Fighting newborns requires knowledge that Jasper has. You're welcome to join us."Carsile said ignoring her

Alright. Name the time and place."Jacob said Jacob, Quil and Embry head for the door. Bella catches Jacob

"Jake... You don't know what you're getting yourself in to."Bella said

"Bella... This is what we do. You should be happy. Look at us, working together. You're the one who wanted us to get along, remember?"Jacob said Bella looks at me

"don't start"i warned her

"aren't you going to say something? Or do care only about yourself?"she snaps at me I scoffed

"You are so stupid....do you really think I only came here because I'm moving back in? Do you honestly think I give a damn whether I lived or not? I came here to do what I've always done to protect you"i retorted

"1st of all I hate to break it to you sister but the world doesn't revolve around Bella Swan not everything is about you.....so yes I care about other people I care about everyone in this room.....thats why I'm fighting too"i ended before storming out
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"You're not fighting"jacob said as we entered the house I laughed

"Oh really? Who's gonna stop me?"I asked amused

"what's going on?"Paul asked walking towards us

"newborn vampires are after her and Bella the Cullen's need our help"jacob tells Sam I rolled my eyes

"Alex thinks she's fighting with us"he adds I folded my arms

"yeah right over my dead body"he said I looked at him with raised eyebrows

"you've completely lost it if you think you're fighting without me"i said turning to them

"Alex it's not a discussion"he said sternly

"I'm fighting Paul that's not a discussion"i said mocking him

"what if you die? What am I supposed to do then?"he asked turning to me

"Is that what you think? That I can't protect myself? That's why you're trying to keep me from fighting?"I asked him he really thought that low of me

"I'm trying to save your life"he said grabbing my hand i pulled away from him

"I don't need you to I can take care of myself perfectly fine"i said I shook my head i grabbed my car keys

"but it's good to see you still think so lowly of me after everything we've been through so far"i said as the tears brimmed my eyes I walked towards the door

"Alex...."Paul was cut off by the door shutting in his face I sped to my car unlocking it

"Alex wait"i heard Jacobs voice I turned to him

"are you happy Jacob? Did you get the results you were hoping for?"I asked him

"I didn't want that to happen"he said I scoffed rolling my eyes

"when are you guys gonna learn that the world is a fucked up place....I mean look what it did to me I became the one thing I never wanted to be"i said

"everything is not gonna go exactly how you want it Jacob sometimes when the world feels she wants to be a bitch she'll be a bitch"i said before reaching inside my car and turning on the ignition

"just come back inside"he said I shook my head

"No I'm never going back in there again you can tell Paul when he magically thinks of me highly enough to give me a call"i said before getting in the car

"you're really going back to them?"he asked me I closed the door

"yeah I really am"