Impossible

Chapter 9

Warning, suicide and death mentioned in this chapter. Along with divorce and sadness. This chapter is just a mess of emotions so enjoy . Hey 

I woke up, late the same as yesterday. And in jacks arms, the same as yesterday. I smiled at myself as I stared into the face of the boy I adored. His chocolate brown curls hung in front of his face and his mouth slightly a gape. He had one arm pulling me to his chest, but only pulled me a few inches from the lack of strength in the morning. "Morning sleepy head." I whispered only a few inches from his face. His cheeks slowly rose and a small smile spread across his amazing features. "Good morning princess." He said, eyes still closed. I leaned my head forward slightly and pressed our foreheads together. "I have to get up." I stated. "No." Was all he said, now opening his eyes. " I need to help your mom clean the house." I said trying to hide the fact that I also have to talk to her about him. "Nope" he said now slipping his other arm under me and pulling me to him, closing the space. I rested my face against his chest and sweet sleep almost convinced me to stay. But I had a goal this morning, and I, being strong headed, wouldn't let that goal go. I pulled my arms up and put my hands on his chest and pushed myself away and rolled. To his surprise he accidentally let me go as I rolled, and I rolled right off the bed. "Oh my god, y/n!?" Jack said jumping to the side of the bed to look down at me tangled in covers on the cold wood floor. Even though the landing did hurt I couldn't help but laugh, so I did. I started laughing and soon jack laughed to. I then finally pushed myself off the ground and threw the mess of sheets back on his bed. "Noooooo, don't go!" Jack whined. " sorry my prince but duty calls." I say leaving his room. I went to my room and got changed. It wasn't until around 2:30 that I finished my list of chores. Finally having some time to relax, I couldn't until I had that talk with Angela. I pushed the hairs that fell out of my pony tail back into place, and got off the kitchen stool. I walked up the stairs to her room first and knocked. "Angela?" I said. No answer. After a few more knocks and calls, I slowly opened the door. When I fully opened it, to my surprise, no one was here. "Angela?" I repeat walking around the large empty room. I walked out and walked towards her office. I was about to knock until I heard talking coming from jacks room. I could hear Angela's voice slowly talk to jack through the door. I slowly pressed my ear to the door and ease dropped. "I'm sorry." She said. A moment of silence filled the house. "No, no NO! That's not ok. When you marry someone you promise death till you part! And what after a month or so I finally find out both of my parents have been hiding affairs from me! That's not okay!" He yelled at his mom. I stepped back as the shouts were to loud. They stopped for a moment and then jack threw the door open. He huffed towards me and grabbed my hand pulling my down the stairs. "Jack where are we going?" I ask as he just ignored I had heard everything. "Away from here." Was all he said as he grabbed his keys and left the house, all while never letting go of my hand. Even though I could tell he was filled with rage, he never once hurt my hand. He opened the car door for me and motioned for me to get in. Once I got in he immediately started driving out of the gates and towards, anywhere. "Jack where are we going?" I ask as I buckle myself in. "The only place I feel safe." He said. We sat in silence as he drove for about 20 minutes. I looked out the window and saw the ocean. The beach? We pull into a driveway and he finally stops the engine. He sat there with his hands tightly gripping the sterring wheel. He finally opens the car door and slammed it shut. I followed him. We walked past a small blue beach house and right onto the sand. Jack kept walking until he found the spot he wanted to stay at. He stood there, as we stared at the horizon for  a few seconds and then jack just .. broke. He collapsed into a crying ball. I sat in the sand next to him and held him in my arms. He turned towards me and embraced the affection I was giving him. " why....w w why, d don't they ll l love each other?" Jack cried into my shoulder. "I don't know baby." I said hold him tighter. Seeing him in this much pain just made me bring back memories of my pain. I started to cry along with him. After a few minutes of crying together he looked up at me. "Why are you crying ?" He asked concerned. I looked at the heart broken boy. Cheeks red and tear stained, eyes puffy and the same red to match his cheeks. "I hate seeing you go through, ....what I had to." I said tears still escaping my eyes. His eyes went soft and then he held me. "I'm so sorry." He said. "No I'm so sorry, I don't want anyone to go through what I went through." I truthfully told him. He nodded his head and we sat there watching the waves crash on the shore. After all the work and crying I couldn't help but let myself fall asleep to sounds of the waves.