Come back to me

Bellamy:
I respect her
I look up to her
She is a leader
She is our princess

But she can't expect me to help lead the 100 out of the safety of our walls and into danger when we have a chance at winning this battle

That's what went through my mind as she suggested that we leave

"Bellamys right if we leave we could be faced with something 10 times worse tomorrow but if we stay we will die TONIGHT! so pack your bags we leave before first light" she yelled and everyone turned to pack there things

I looked at Clarke I was angry scared confused she knows the grounders will kill us if we leave these walls I don't understand how she could do this but all of the 100 where with her, if they wanted to leave and die then they could but I will stay and fight.

I turned away from Clarke and walked into the drop ship

"Bellamy , bellamy wait" Clarke yelled as she followed me into the ship

"What?" I asked her

"I can't do this without you..." she whispered

"What do you want me to say clarke?" I asked sadly

"I want you to say that your with us, that your with me on this one because I can't do this without you, those people out there they listen to you, they look up to you" she told me in her normal confident voice

"They look up to you more they listen to you too they are out there packing there bags because YOU told them to." I told her trying to prove my point

"But they where ready to fight and die for you seconds before, and I'm afraid they might have to before this day is over" she told me I looked Down at my feet but didn't say anything
She sighed and left the drop ship

The truth was I didn't know what to say, I knew she was right but, i knew if we left I wouldn't feel safe I wouldn't feel like I had somewhere to call home.

But if I didn't go I would see everyone I love die because of me, I don't know why this was such a hard choice but it was and I hated myself for it.

Clarke:

I walked out of the drop ship and a single tear ran down my cheek I couldn't let him stay here and die, I couldn't handle leaving him alone, the grounders would find him and torcher him to find out where we went but I knew he wouldn't say anything he's to loyal to us, to me.

All I could do was hope that he changed his mind before we left.