Come back to me

6

chapter 6

clarke:

"ahh i know who your talking about he was almost dead when we found him unfortunatly bellamy is in a coma he has been for the past 2 weeks" john said giving me a simpathetic look

i breathed a sight of relief as he said it sure i was worried about him i mean he was in a coma but at least hes not dead

"c-c-can i see him?" i asked quetly he nodded and i smiled i was going to see him i was going to see bellamy he was alive and i could see him touch him talk to him even if he couldnt see or hear me at least i could see him

"follow me" he said and he lead me back down the hallway toward my cell only instead of returning me to my cell we passed it monty was back in his room looking out at me and octavia was in ours doing the same they gave me confused looks and i gave them an everythings 'ok' smile they relaxed a bit we continued down the hallway until we came to a door that looked just like the others white with a circular window john pulled out his keys and opened the door letting me in before closing the door behind us the room was quite different to the cells everything was white but there was a hospital bed instead of a cot with cords and machines you could tell this was an infermary.

thats when i saw him laying there with his eyes closed so peaceful as if none of this had ever happened or as if he was having a wonderrful dream. john pulled a chair up to the side of Bells bed and motioned for me to sit, after i was seated he whispered to me "ill be outside the door if you need anything" befor exiting the room.

i sat there for a moment admirering him, he was perfect in everyway even his flaws where perfect. i thought of the smirk he always gave me when he new he was right and how i used to think it was annoying how cocky he was now i would do anything to hear him call me princess and make some remarke about something completly stupid but he couldnt because he was in a coma and i couldnt do anyhting about it.

taking a deep breath i grabbed his hand and spoke softly "bellamy, its clarke i know you probably cant hear me but if you can, im sorry...." a sob escaped my lips but i tried to keep myself together for him if he could hear me i didnt want him to hear me cry.

"im sorry, i closed the doors on you, i thought you where dead...i thought i had killed you and im sorry" i cried not being able to keep my tears in anylonger

"if you where awake youd probably tell me some cocky joke to make me laugh and then youd hug me and tell me its ok" i said smiling and chuckling slightly.

"but Bellamy im so confused...why you kissed me? why you care about me the way i care for you because frankly you could have had any girl in the 100 your probably could have had some of the guys if you wanted..." i laughed at the thought of bellamy being gay

"but why me? you hated me! you threatened to kill me to get that wristband...but i guess something changed because ive fallen for you and if you die.....i dont think i will ever be the same because i cant do this without you i cant be a leader without you. YOU are part of my heart and if you leave this earth my hearts going with you" i said tears still falling down my face

"so get yourself together for me, for octavia, for jasper & monty, for all of the people who have grrown to care about you more than there own lives please come back to me" i finished my long speech

bellamys pov:

i could hear her i could hear her talking to me and i just couldnt open my eyes to tell her i was ok...

"but why me? you hated me! you threatened to kill me to get that wristband...but i guess something changed because ive fallen for you and if you die.....i dont think i will ever be the same because i cant do this without you i cant be a leader without you. YOU are part of my heart and if you leave this earth my hearts going with you" i could hear her crying as thw words left her beautiful lips, but i  couldnt see her

"so get yourself together for me, for octavia, for jasper & monty, for all of the people who have grrown to care about you more than there own lives please come back to me"  and then she stopped and all i could hear where her quiet sobs she lifted my hand and put it on her chest so i could feel her heart beating

"feel that Bell? thats my heart....beating for you" i wish so much that i could stand up and hug her and kiss her and hold her in my arms but i couldnt even open my eyes

i heard her stand up from her chair beside my bed and she gave me a quick peck on the lips before leaving me alone again

i heard the beeping in the background speeding up and i started to loose consiosness i heard voices and people rushing around me it all made sence i was in an infirmary and that beeping was me passing away i felt myself fading away just as i heard one last long beep before it all went black.

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another cliffhanger...muahahahahaah

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