Come back to me

9

Chapter 9

(I'm sosososososo sorry for not updating I'm a horrible person)

Clarke :

I woke up with my head on my cuddled into a pillow, it was warm and it rose and fell almost like...wait no that was bellamy. I woke up with my head cuddled into bellamys chest I could feel his chest rise and fall with each breath. I looked up at him he is truly adorable when he sleeps.

Suddenly his eyes fluttered open and his arms tightened around me slightly his eyes met mine and he smile that beautiful smile that makes my heart flutter with butterflies you know the radioactive ones that glow? sometimes I can't believe he's mine.

Suddenly it's like reality kicks in, bellamy is going to fight today. I hid my face in his chest as my eyes watered, I hated it when he saw me cry. With one of his soft hands he lifted my chin up so that my eyes now brimming with tears met his he gave me a small smile before engulfing me into a passionate hug that lasted forever.

"Don't cry. Please don't cry" he said his voice still raspy and filled with sleep

"I'm trying." I whispered into his chest

The hug continued for a while until the door opened and henrey popped his head in.

"I'm here for bellamy" he said and I nodded

I de-tangled myself from his arms and got out of bed

"What is the plan?" I asked putting on a confident mask even though on the inside my heart was drowning In the tears that I refused to let come out.

"Well Bellamy and I are going to head upstairs to the bridge to review battle plans and one if the doctors or nurses will come and get you if they need you" henrey told me.

If they needed me so I'm going to be sitting here alone with just my thoughts and worries to consume me?

"What about the girls without medical history?" I asked

"They are already in the intermarry getting a lesson from the head doctor" I nodded

"Ok" I said looking at Bellamy "um could you give us a minute?" I asked and henry smiled slightly before leaving the room and closing the door

"Bell I.." I was cut if by his soft lips pressing against mine

"Don't, don't even bother saying goodbye because this isn't goodbye, I love you princess" he told me kissing me again

"But Bellamy what if...." I started

"No, no I don't want to hear it" he said so I just rapped my arms around him and hugged him for a moment before kissing him on the cheek and pointing towards the door

"You should go" I said trying to put on a strong face but my voice cracked as I said it.

He kissed my forehead before slowly walking out the door away from me, once again

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So guys if your even still reading this I'm really sorry I haven't updated I feel like a fridging monkey poo

Anyways here's a short 1 in the morning update cuz I was feeling guilty

xoxo

~kada ;*