But She's Darkskin ||Completed || BEING EDITED

Darkskin: Chapter Four

Love Me For Who I Am, Not For What I Have.

One thing I love about Ashley is she is always a piece of work. Even before I made a mistake she's been a lot of work. I couldn't do anything without proving to her that it would mean something. She's not like other girls, there is a reason I cheated, I never try to tell her the reason because it's not even a reasonable reason.

Ashley and I were arguing a lot, and Ashton was in the hospital because his breathing wasn't right. I blame myself, we didn't know he had asthma and he walked into a room while I was smoking. No I didn't let my son sit in the room with me I'm not dumb. He was sleeping, he had just went to sleep. He knocked on the basement door but before I could say who is it,  he walked right in and he ran down the steps. The whole basement was full of smoke and he breathed it in while I was running him up the steps. He started trying to breath but it wasn't coming out right. I rushed him to the hospital and the doctor said it wasn't the smoke that got to him. He must've been running before he got to the basement and it slowed down his breathing, but Ashley didn't want to hear that. We argued straight for a whole month, so when it was time to go visit my dad I was already heated. I went out with my brother, got drunk and had sex with the girl. I was drunk but if I tell her that she gone be pissed at me, I promised I wouldn't drink no more. Only because when we were twenty one we had a huge party, we both got drunk and fought each other. Crazy right.

Between the ages of fifteen and twenty three. Ashley and I have been through a whole lot together. That's why I want to make things right and have her as mines again. No one likes me with Ashley, some say I deserve better and some say I'm dumb for chasing after someone who doesn't want me. I don't think I'm dumb, just dumb in love to be honest.

Ashley's been gone for a couple hours , and Ashton is knocked out on the couch. I've been sitting on these steps for an hour doing absolutely nothing.  I smoked a blunt, talked to a couple people, the normal but other than that nothing. I looked down the street and Ashley's car sped down the street, music blasting loudly. She's the only one who listens to these stupid ass songs man.

" I need party girls, in my party world.Titties plastic, ass fantastic. They just brush my hair, and touch me everywhere " She along with the music while she parked her car.I shook my head running my hand through my hair.  The music shut off and she got out the car walking over to me.

"Why are you sitting in the cold by yourself?" She questioned me sitting on my lap. I shrugged my shoulders yawning.

"I'm bored, getting a little tired and I'm hungry." I chuckled grabbing a hold of her hands.

"Well, go cook something while I go lay down with my baby." She smiled standing to her feet. I got up with her and we both walked into the house.

"How you gone lay with me while I cook? That's so weird." She hit my arm playfully then made her way up the steps to my bedroom.

I went into the kitchen to make me some ramen noodles. That's all I'm making because I'm lazy. This the Hood food, some ramen noodles and a Pepsi, but I don't drink Pepsi, I like Coke's better. Once done with that I walked up to my room to see her laid on the bed holding Ash in her arms. I went and sat on the side of the bed, she looked up at me sighing.

"Remember when I met my real parents.... and my dad didn't even care that he put his child up for adoption."  I kicked off my sneakers , then leaned up against the headboard.

"Mhm , why you ask that? " Ashton stirred in his sleep cuddling under Ashley more, I guess the light was bothering him.

"Well, I went to gun range today with Elijah and my cousins. We seen my "dad" there and he said some hurtful shit about me to one of his friends."

"The fuck he say?"

"That I was ugly and it was no way that I was actually his child. He said my mother probably cheated because all his kids are good looking. I usually don't let shit like that get to me, but it hurt." I stuffed noodles in my mouth shaking my head.

"Want me to paralyze him?" I asked her, she gave me the be realistic look. I ate some more of the noodles then set them down. "You know I can make it happen, it's just a call away."

"Shut up you murderer." She shook her head at me.

"Nah because he hella rude for that shit. He lucky I wasn't there because he wouldn't be able to talk no more." I explained to her. Ashton rolled over on his back fluttering his eyes open. He looked up at me sticking his thumb into his mouth.

"Daddy." Ashton mumble out through his finger. I pulled his thumb out his mouth lifting him up into my arms.

"What's up lil man?"  He laid his head on my chest rolling his finger on a piece of my hair with his free hand. I don't know why he does this to me, he should do this to his mother..

"I eat eat dad?" I grabbed my noodles giving them to him and he scrunched his face up pushing it away. Ashley started laughing turning to the other side.

"You want me to cook you some thing huh?" He nodded his head, perfect.

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"I'm not saying I'm better than anyone, but this is my fucking shit!" I shouted at Carlos, Chauncey and Derek. They all stood there looking dumb founded, I turned on my feet walking through the place.

"You know they coming for you, they want you dead. They don't care about your family, they don't care about nothing but killing you." Derek quietly explained to me.

"They won't get the chance. No one will ever get the chance." I mumbled walking away from them. I can't go through this right now, I refuse to.

Ashley

Finally I was back home, Aaron had things to do and I had to come out. I put Ashton down on the floor and he ran right to his room. I walked to my room dropping my bags down on the bed. I threw the dirty clothes inside the dirty clothes hamper and I grabbed it going to the bathroom. "Ashton bring me your basket." I put some of my clothing in and some of his then started it up.

My phone started ringing and I picked it up seeing Tiff name pop up on the screen. Her gossiping ass always calling me when Aaron doing something stupid. I just got home man damn. I picked the phone up answering it and dropping down onto the bed.

"Yes." I Answered the phone already annoyed and the conversation didn't even start.

"Giiiirl,  Aaron at this place right, with his boys. Keke and her girls here sitting all on his lap. He trying to get her off but she not moving. "

"Okay and? If he's trying to get her off then he's cool. Long as he not letting her just sit there. Where is he?" I laid back onto the bed.

"A jeweler,  on 19th and Oakley. They were showing him stuff, you know they got that table in there and she pranced in."

"She annoys the hell out of me man I swear."

"She annoys us all. You back with Aaron?"

"No."