But She's Darkskin ||Completed || BEING EDITED

Darkskin: Chapter Eleven

"GRANDMA!" I heard Ashton yell from my room. He wakes me up every time I fall asleep even if he ain't calling me. If my mom wasn't here his ass would be sleep, but since she is. Noooo he can do whatever he wants when he wants too. Aaron and my mom is the reason my son so damn bad. He wasn't always like this but then again he acts totally different around me so he could have always been like this. I dragged myself out the bed and went into the bathroom to do my daily routine. It usually takes me about an hour to do that. So glad I have my own bathroom, I can do this without Ashton knowing I'm woke.

I walked out the room going down the steps.  When I got down there I stepped foot into the living room to see my mom sitting on the couch and Ash running around. I turned to my mom rubbing my forehead. "Did Aaron come by here?" I asked dropping onto the couch.

"Nope babygirl. He hasn't been by here at all, I've never noticed how much Ashton asks for him." She told me.

I got up going into the kitchen to use the house phone. I picked it up dialing his number. It rung for a little bit until he actually answered. It was quiet for a bit but he said hello.

"You could have still came Aaron. That would have been the fatherly thing to do." I said to him leaning on the wall.

"You specifically said don't come so I won't. You live up the street, he wanna see me bring him here duh. "

"My fucking house is destroyed dickhead. Your son and I have to live with Elijah until I find a new house. I got a call from my job I got fired because of you.... again. You do not care about me. When you come see me, take this fucking ring."

"You breaking up with me again huh? Just gone take the ring off and forget what we have." The tears trickled down my cheeks listening to him talk.

"How can I be with someone who claims they care, but constantly does shit that hurts me?" I cried out.

"You assuming I don't fucking care but I do. What are you so scared of!? Why the fuck is it you're scared to have another child by me, scared to get married, scared to just let me focus on you? This isn't about this situation, it's other shit too."

"I'm scared to loose you okay... Not just relationship wise. What if you die or something? I'll be stuck, dead inside.."  He sighed and I just let the tears fall. "Yeah I'm scared. Scared one you, youll no longer be there."

"I ain't going no where Ashley.."

"You don't know that Aaron. You can say it as much as you want, and it sounds good but you don't know for sure. You can't try to hurt everyone and think it's not gone back fire. Think about it." I place the phone back in the other part. I leaned against the wall looking out into space, into deep thought.

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"Okay what's that?"

"THAT'S THE MOON." Ashton screamed jumping up and down on my lap. I giggled looking up at the mood, we were sitting know the balcony in my room. He was telling me he knew the stars and shit because daddy taught him. So we bought blankets out here and I was forced to set up this Big tent I bought us. We're have a camping trip on the balcony, until he falls to sleep. This little boy keeps me so sane, I used to freak out and cry over Aaron all the time, but since he's been born. I've had better things to worry about.

"Marshmallow." Ashton held his hand up, I stuck one in his hand. He laid his head on my breasts and started eating the marshmallow while he looked. "That north star mommy."

"What's it for baby?"

"The people long time go used to use it to find unda gwrond railroad." I giggled ruffling his hair. He smiled holding his hand out for another marshmallow, and I gave him the whole bag.

"Can you tell mommy how to spell cat?" I asked him.

"Not in the spwelling mood but c - a - t!" He said excitedly.

"Yeep,  you're just so smart baby."

He fell asleep in the middle of eating the last one in the bag. It was forty left, yes I counted. You have to count when it comes down to him. He thinks I don't know how much of the stuff he eats, Im very aware if what he eats and how much.  I carried him inside the room to put him on the bed. I took his clothes off and left him in his tidy wities. I pulled the blankets over his little body and went to clear the balcony. It took me no time to clean it. Can I have my mother of the year award now?

Aaron

I didn't want that damn ring back I wanted her. No matter what I did I can't win. When I think I got her back I find out I did something that fucked up. I'm trying to do right fir her I am. I want another son and a daughter, I want us to live a normal life as a family, but it doesn't seem like it is gone happen.

I got to the house and walked inside. The downstairs was dark, I walked up the steps to Ashley's room. Her and Ash were knocked out on the bed. I kicked off my shoes , and took my hoodie off. I then climbed into the bed with them throwing my arms around Ashley. Like normally she turned around my way cuddling close to me. I kissed her forehead when she moved around in her sleep.

"I love you baby, real shit." I whispered stroking her hair. I closed my eyes and began drifting off to sleep.

"I know. " I heard her whisper back before I fell out.