LOVE IS NOT FOR ME -

CH 17- U R MINE!!

RANDHIR'S POV

What does this Ayan thinks of himself? Bloody shit.. I dont know why but I hate him from the core of my heart. At first, he came with my Sanyu and then started to woo Nandini as well. How dare he hold Sanyu's hand? Is he special for her?

WHat am I thinking? He is just a friend. Sanyu told me that I m her closest friend. But why haven't she told me about this Ayan. I need to calm. Nobody should know what I m feeling right now. May b, Nandini is correct, I should have some soft drinks.

(Ron goes to the counter and orders for a mocktail. Little did he know that the man heard cocktail instead. He gulps it in one go and orders for one more. Since he is a non-alcoholic, his head felt heavy)

SANYU'S POV

"Ayan, have u completed ur dinner? We need to go" I asked him but then Nandini came 

"Where are u going? Wont u dance? I cant let u go so easily."

"No yaar, we ll be late and I have some work also" I tried to make a silly excuse

"Ayan, convince her. She is so stubborn"

Stubborn? Me? Randhir is more than me. Oh! Where is he?

"Sanyu, if she is insisting, then we should stay for some time. Its just a matter of one round. Btw, Where is ur love Nandini?"

Thank God Ayan asked her

"I dont know. I will search for him"

"Common Nandini, he is not a kid. You should better enjoy. Shall we dance?" He gently moved his right hand forward

"Wont u dance with Sanyu?"

"She doesnot like to dance much and if it comes to couple dance, then....."

Who the hell told u that I dont like to dance? IDIOT. I cant blame him for that. I m a different person in front of everyone and only Randhir has seen my other side.

"Yes yes. U two dance. I will be sitting here."

They descended to the dancing area and the song started. It was the national Anthem of Romance by Arijit Singh - "TUM HI HO"

I was constantly imagining me and Randhir on the dance floor at the nationals. How romantic the dance was. 'Sanyu, have some control over ur mind. He is Nandini's love.' The stupid brain taunted me. Then somebody patted my shoulder and I turned

"Randhir?? Where were u? We were searching for u" He took my hand and soon we landed on the dance floor.

  Kyunki tum hi ho
Ab tum hi ho
Zindagi ab tum hi ho
Chain bhi, mera dard bhi
Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho

The dance moment revived again and I was mesmerized by his charm. Why he is so irresistible?

 "Nobody was looking for me. Neither u nor my so called girlfriend. U were busy with that bastard Ayan and see, how she is dancing with him now as if I dont exist"

When he spoke, a foul smell came from his mouth. 

"Are u drunk Abhi?"

"No... I drank 2 glasses of mocktail. U r drunk. Thats why you are ignoring me"

"Ignoring? Who is ignoring whom? What are u saying"

"U didnot come with me to the party and instead came with...."

"U r here in ur gf's party and u wanna come with me?"

"Yes. U r mine and nobody can touch you. Specially not that bastard. FYI, she is not my gf. She doesn't care for me. She has different shades"

Did he just say that 'I m his'? I dragged him and we went to the parking lot. 

"Randhir, do u have an idea what u are saying? He is my friend and Nandini went to dance with him as I was not in a mood"

"But u danced with me? Now what?"

"Because..." I was silent. I had no answer

"Because what Sanyu?"

"Nothing. I think we should go" I turned to leave but then, he held my wrist and pulled me towards him. I got bumped with his masculine chest.

"Randhir, leave me"

"I dont feel like"

"Are u nuts? What if somebody comes?"

"I dont give a shit. Right now, the only thing that matters to me is u and only u"

"This is not the right time. U r not in your senses"

"I m in my full sense. Its u who is running from the reality and not me. I have full guts to face it. Why cant u?"

Although, his words were hurting me but I knew that it was the truth. Why cant I face the reality that I love him? My mind doesnt give me permission to betray Nandini.. What is her fault?  

"What happened Sanyukta Agarwal ? Has somebody given u a reality check?" Randhir paused and again said "U r mine and only mine. The time I spent with u was millionth times better than these 3 years with Nandini. U r special to me in all respects and today I just wanna say that I..."

I knew where he was heading. I couldn't hear that. So I ran as fast as I could from the place. Tears started rolling down my cheeks. My heart was pounding with only one name 'RANDHIR SINGH SHEKHAWAT'

HOW WAS THE CHAPTER GUYS? FINALLY RANDHIR REALIZED HIS FEELINGS FOR HER BUT WILL SANYU ACCEPT HIM? WHAT  ABOUT NANDINI? DOES SHE REALLY HAVE DIFFERENT SHADES? READ FURTHER TO FIND OUT