my crazy life

Chapter 5

Please excuse any mistakes
Anastasia
I should've known better
Can't even pretend like I don't want it again
On the brain all the time
Thinking of all the things that we did
You did something
Cause shit like this don't happen to often
It's the way you put it down
I don't want no one else around

I sung along to summer walker's new album as I laid in bed bored out of my mind. It was the weekend and the kids were gone. instead of going out for drinks or getting my back blown out by somebody, I was in bed thinking about my baby daddy. I can't take away the fact that he's a good father. He's great at communicating when it comes to the kids and he's very active. He gets them whatever they ask for and he takes pride in being their daddy. Those kids love him and I'm happy that they're getting to bond with their father.

I just hate the fact that he stills tries to get with me. When I said I wanted to be strictly co-parents I meant just that. He wasn't hearing that at all and it's frustrating because he knows me. He knows just what to do and what to say to get me turned on and bent over telling him it's his pussy. I don't want that . What we had died when he denied my kids . I forgave him for that but that doesn't mean I want him to rearrange my guts all the time.

" Wyd" it wasn't nobody but king annoying ass

"Listening to summer Walker bout to get my Pussy ate" I busted out laughing as I hit sent. I loved fucking with him. I knew the day I actually went and got me a man he would lose his shit. Even though I want to keep things strictly coparenting I liked his reactions when I did shit like this.

" you not at all crazy"

"Plus if you bout to get some head and you texting me that nigga foreplay game weak as hell 🤣🤣" I rolled my eyes knowing he was right. I locked my phone deciding not to txt him back.

" FaceTime Call from Antonio" Siri read off as a FaceTime call came from king. I swiped the answer button right and watched as his handsome face popped up on my screen

" what you doing for real" he said as soon as it connected.

" listening to the new summer walker album and laying down what are you doing" I said as I propped my phone up on a pillow even though this nigga very much deserved to be looking at the ceiling. I don't hate him but if we not close what I need to be holding the phone up for you.

" thinking about you" I rolled my eyes annoyed with the conversation already. I should've known he was calling on the bullshit

"Where my kids at" I asked just to move the conversation to a different topic.

" sleeping, I fed them dinner and then we watched a movie before heaven fell asleep it took Jacob a lil longer than to heaven to go to bed" he said making me laugh Jacob always took forever to go to sleep regardless of how tired he was. That was something he got from me. No matter how tired I was I could fight it.

"He got that from me but what do you want"

"Damn I can't just wanna talk to my baby momma" he asked face alll scrunched up like I had him fucked up.

"You can but not at this time of night"

" it's only 12"

" too late for you if it's not about the kids we don't have nothing to discuss at this time of night" sounded harsh but it ain't that type of party. Plus I knew if I wasn't hard on him he wouldn't take me seriously.