my crazy life

Anastasia

some time seven years ago

" girl look at this fine ass nigga tryna talk to me" Erica said before flopping down on her bed. she forced her touch screen htc in her face to show off the Darskin cutie with the bubble lips and curly hair. he was dressed in a red, white ,  and black Bulls jersey with black jeans and white shoes. he was throwing the middle finger up in the picture he took for his Instagram post.

" He is a cutie" she replied in a sing- song tone making Erica sigh dramatically

"Imma let him fuck cause he got money and he already be trickin" she said with conviction

" alright hot coochie" she joked making them both bust out in a fit of laughter because she was right. Erica was young and because she was raising herself she did what she wanted to do.

she was very smart but she was very promiscuous too and didnt have a shame in the world about it either. she was fearless and went for what she wanted and thats what she loved about her

its been three months since she met her at the party she attended with Brandon and they grew close instantly. her parents didn't know about their friendship since she would lie to them saying she was volunteering at a animal hospital

she was , just not everyday

after the party she and Brandon decided to remain platonic friends. they went out on a date and the vibes were more homeboy vibes vs romantic. he also couldn't see himself abstaining from sex while he waited on her to be ready. it was shallow but he was young trying to get his dick wet so he was going to respect her and not put her through something toxic

especially since he would've been her first boyfriend

anyways she enjoyed hanging out with erica and her friend group that consisted of her, Brandon, her cousin Antonio, China, and Rashad. they were cool and they liked hanging with her. they caught on to the fact that she wasnt from their neck of the woods pretty quickly and she was glad they didnt pick on her for it. they enjoyed taking her to parties to let loose, putting her on to various foods and movies , etc.

she also learned that all of the boys in the group were drug dealers pretty fast too

they were flashy sometimes and they stayed out late and got out the house early to sell. they mustve been making some good money though because the girls never broke out of their wallets when they were around. at first she wasnt comfortable but they did a great job at keeping that lifestyle away from the rest of the group.

" everybody cant be a virgin like you miss mamas" erica said dramatically before playfully rolling her eyes at her friend. she honestly didnt see the importance in waiting but she knew that her friend was raised differently and she respected it. she did want her to get that kitty licked so she could know what she was missing out on

" sometimes i want to lose it but i want it to be with somebody special" anastasia said lying back on her bed.

" you need to stop playing with my cousin"

" he doesnt like me girl hes just nice when he comes around" which was true. even though she and brandon were still cool it was as if antonio took his spot. he was always her dance partner when they went to parties. when they went places he made sure he kept her close and took care of whatever she wanted. he even cockblocked her a few times too. she didnt mind because he was fine as hell and out of all the boys she interacted with she found him the most attractive but she didnt take him seriously

he always had bitches blowing up his phone and coming at her sideways when they seen them together.

that wasnt her man but she didnt like that at all. her daddy had instilled in her to stay away from players and she was planning on doing just that.