my crazy life

Chapter 6

Antonio

"Daddy look" I heard heaven scream causing me to look to where she was. It was Sunday and I had about two more hours before I had to drop them back to Anastasia's place because they had school in the morning.

" good job baby" I said after watching her go down the slide with her arms raised in the air. I scooped her up after walking up to her going to look for Jacob who was on the swing looking at some girls that were playing at the sandbox.

" it's time to go buddy" I said making him stop the swing and look at me for a little bit before he nodded his head and reached for my hand. Out of the two I can say heaven was the one who warmed up to me the most. He welcomed me but it was hard sometimes to get the same reactions heaven gave me . I know it was because he had to get used to me being around and being active in his life. I knew I owed him all the patience in the world.

" I'm not ready to go yet." He said as we slowly walked to the car.

" I know but I wanted to get ice cream with you guys before I had to take you back to your mom" I said and his face seemed to light up at the mention.

"Yes please let's do that" he said making me laugh. Jacob had a sweet tooth. Anything involving sugary things he was down for no matter the place or time. Heaven on the other hand didn't too much like sweets like that. She'd eat it on occasion and if she did eat sweets it was either ice cream or cake.

" yeah I want ice cream too daddy can I get the one with cookies in it this time ?"

" you mean the cookies n cream baby ?"

"Yess that's what I want daddy"

" I want the cherry vanilla one with sprinkles and caramel" Jacob said as we approached the car. I sat them in their seats and strapped them in before going and starting the car. The entire car ride I listened to them talk about all the different ice creams that they wanted to try.

"Welcome to brusters what can we get you today" the cashier asked us. She was pretty with caramel skin. She had a few dark spots but nothing too serious. Her lips were plump and they looked moisturized. Her hair was in a neat bun at the top of her head with her baby hairs laid in the swoops everybody be trying to do. Her facial features were soft and almost doll like. She was very pretty but she looked young. She was a sight for sore eyes though

" can I get the ice cream with the cookies in it" heaven asked making her laugh a little bit

" and can I get the cherry vanilla but can I get it with caramel and sprinkles"

" and let me get the birthday cake one and add cherries in that as well all medium sized"  I said making her nod her head once she keyed that in. I watched her make the ice cream she didn't have the fattest ass but it was big enough for her frame. Once she made the ice cream she gave them to us. We sat at the table outside enjoying our ice cream and I just stared at them.

The more time I spent with them the shittier I felt for leaving stasia to take care of them on her own. I was young and I was too caught up in the game. I didn't want them to get caught up but most importantly i didn't want to slow down the fast money I was getting. In my mind the hours I spent with them I could've been making money.

" thank you for the ice cream daddy" heaven said with ice cream all over her mouth. I watched as Jacob reached and wiped her face with a napkin making me smile. That's one thing I loved about him. He made sure she was straight no matter what at all times and vise versa.

" no problem baby girl"

" I had fun this weekend" Jacob said making me smile.

" me too"

" I'm glad you guys enjoyed yourselves " I said with a smile

" can we go to the movies next weekend"

" yeah there's a new movie coming out that we want to see"

" what is it"

" jungle beat" they said in unison letting me know they really wanted to see this movie.

" if I get no bad reports from your mother we can have a family day and do whatever you want before we go to the movies" I said making the experience better. I wasn't trying to butter them up but I was making up for the lost time that I should've been doing stuff with them. This wasn't a every weekend thing but I tried to do it as often as I could.

" can mommy come ?" Heaven asked looking up at me innocently. Hell yeah she can come.

" yes mommy can come if she wants to"

" ask her please"

" I'll ask her when I drop you guys off how about that ? " they nodded their head in agreement before going back to their ice cream. After a few minutes we finished and we were on the way to their mothers house.

" hey mommy" they said once she opened the door she opened the door wider letting us in

" hey babies did you have a good weekend"

" yes we had so much fun Can't wait for next weekend"

" what's happening next weekend "

" family day" heaven said making her look at me. I took the time to take in the super sized T-shirt and black shorts she had on.

" do you want to come" I said making their attention go onto her. They looked at her patiently waiting for her answer

" yeah I'll come" she said making them jump up in excitement.

" ok bet I'll let you know all the details and we can go from there but this is only if they're good throughout the week" I said reminding them. I loved seeing kids happy. I just wished that I could see them happy under the same roof with me and their mother. Although I fucked up I hated the whole picking them up and dropping them off thing. I wanted stasia back not for just the sex but because I haven't found a bitch that came close to her in seven years.

"So I see they had fun this weekend" she said after we put the kids to bed and sat down on the couch

"They did we did a lot"

"That's good I'm really happy they met you and have you in their lives. They've been happier and I have you to thank for that so thank you" she said looking me in my eyes so she knew I heard and understood everything she was saying to  me

" I was fucked up for leaving them and you like that .I will never in my life do that shit again and again I'm so sorry for doing that " I said meaning every word

" all is forgiven I'm happy we can move forward and let's just continue to stay on the same page so we can raise our children the best way we can" after that was said we just sat in a comfortable silence

" well I'm gonna head back home I'll text you about family day in the morning " I said getting up and stretching she did the same pulling down her pull over dress that rode up letting the bottom of her ass cheeks show. I licked my lips suppressing the need to touch it . I grabbed my keys as i walked to the door before letting myself out.

Its been a minute since I updated . I'm now in my junior year of college and starting my own nail business. I promise to do better

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