My Hearts Desire BWWM (Editing)

9: I'm done!

Zach's POV

She was getting worse, I even ended up sleeping at Tiffs house because Natalie was drunk. I was going to tell Natalie that I didn't want this anymore I was so sick and tired of 'us' we needed a break but if I told now she would start crap again. Church was in 3 hrs and Natalia was just wasting time. I decide to walk to the kitchen to get something to eat. 

Tiff didn't have her housemaids working today. In my house, they always work unless we all go to church. I hear some singing and I'm amazed because it sounds like Draetiel's music. I go in and I find Adrie singing one of her soon to be released songs.

I look at her and she avoids me and stops singing. "Hey Draetiel "

"Hi". She gets up to avoid me. 

"I'm sorry Adriel ..... sorry about yesterday with Nat"

"Its okay Zach.....we both know that you and I can't change the way Natalie thinks about me".She gets teary and I try to hug her but she pushes away.

"So we letting go of our lost friendship?" I say thinking that she gon forgot about us as kids and what we went through. She accepts the hug but who pulls up at the wrong time... Natalie.

"Adriel...what the Natalia, she's my best friend from a long time ago". Tiff walks in, "Natalie... did u take ur special pills"

"Shut up Tiffany". Adriel starts smirking and she knocks my keys over with her butt. Natalie turns to her as Adriel keeps smirking "Sorr-". Natalie huffs " u think Tiffs joke was funny? .... maybe u need pills for ur butt to stop hitting stuff"

"Am sorry Natalie.... I don't wanna fight and am sorry for whatever I did to u ok ". Adriel storms out and then leave. 

I walk to the car to find Adriel but she's not in sight. Natalie comes to stop me and I let it all out

"Natalie..... I don't know how to explain this". She looks at me angrily and my heart beats faster, like how do guys find leaving a girl easy.

"What.... do I look like a fool to u" she crosses her arms and I strike

"Natalie Cooper...... I think we need a break. I don't want it to be 'us' anymore I'M DONE!!. I can't take it anymore.... I can't take u". I sigh in relief but deep down I was celebrating

"So is that it, Zachariah Marcello...... are u leaving me after all of this. I knew it was Adriel"I roll my eyes. 

"Oh please Nat," I say rolling my eyes. "it's not her, it's you. I 've trusted you but you still turn against me and it's painful to be with someone who causes pain in your life, AM DONE!. YOU can't just be mean to people like that". 

"Fine Zach I don't need you. You're probably gonna beg me to come for you again". She starts to cry. "Just wait"

"I'm sorry Nat but am not gonna regret doing this......am going to church". I get in the car and she looks at me as I drive off. I hear 

Escape by Kehlani playing and I suddenly start to think about Adriel. It just reminded me of her. I really wanted to spend time with her but I was scared. Scared that it would affect her.

I arrived at Church and I enjoyed it. All the stress from the week was gone. I saw her there and she saw me but she walked away and went to the car when our parents were talking together. I came to her car and she looked beautiful.

"Hey... are you okay? Adrie". I get I the car and then she ignores me. 

"We can't talk I don't wanna start Nat up" she starts to frown.

 I come out clean and tell her. "I broke up with her, sh--" she cuts me off. 

"WHAT, I thought u guys loved each other". 

"I didn't," I say plainly."Trust me, things were just so complicated". 

"Zackie.... why would you be in a relationship with her then?" she crosses her arms and I get nervous. "Its a story for another day". She smiles and it makes me more nervous. 

Natalie hurt her real bad and I could tell. "U gotta let me in Zae..... I want to help u find yourself. You just don't look happy anymore like we were when we were kids". I look at her and smile "One day Drae..... one day........" 

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