Now you notice me?

Chapter 18

I woke up and the world is dark, and I have a killer head ache. I hear the boys' voices.

"Hello?" I half shout.

"SHE'S AWAKE!!"

"Shhhhh do you all not remember what happened?!? Or are you all to thick to remember?!"

I heard the door creak and in walked the 5 boys. They all look uncomfortable, but glad to see that I was fine and alive.

"What happened last night? What were you thinking?" Liam asked sitting down on the edge of my bed looking at me with full concern.

"Well I went to the club and got drunk obviously." I said my voice drenched with sarcasm.

"I figured that part down but why did you go?" He asked again his tone getting more serious.

I shifted in my place uneasy with the question. My eyes darted around the room before locking onto a pair looking right back at them.

"I was stressed out okay?? I was so sick and tired of my mother not paying any attention to me. Ever since my dad died she went into full business mode and shut me out of her life! Maybe I was sick of being Mommys good girl, sick of being the girl who always does what her mother tells her because she's suppose to. I'm 18!! I wanted to be free from all this stress and life my mother put me in! I don't wanna be depressed anymore! I wanna live life! I wanna have fun without having to think about how my dad commited suicide infront of me. Feeling that dread on my shoulders. All the blame I felt that my mother put on me! I want her to wake up and realize that even though my father died she stills had a family! It's me but she decided to treat me like a assistant, like I'm some extra baggage in her life! I-I wanna be treated l-like a her daughter. I wanna be treat with r-respect and not like I'm some child she can lead around." I said as I choked back a sob.

"Then why didn't you tell me earlier baby girl." I hear a voice call out.

My head turns around toward the door to find my mother standing there in a tight business suit.

"Because you never have anymore god damn time for me!! You always put work first and you never listen anyways." I said looking her dead in the eye not breaking eye contact.

"I'm.... I'm sorry honey." She says and begins to break down.

The boys give a scared expression and left the room to give us some privacy and space to work things out. I gestured for my mother to come over.

She sat down where Liam was previously and I jumped into her arms giving her a huge hug.

"I love you Logan. You know that right honey?" She said while stroking my hair.

"Yeah I know. I love you too mom." I smile and wiped her tears away from her face.

"What happened with the new boy band?" I asked staring at a random point on my wall.

"There flight was delayed, there getting here at 4:30 A.M. Then we have the meeting tomorrow or I guess today, at 7 A.M and we'll hit the road at 9. It's a tight schedule but that's the famous life." She sighs.

"I miss him." I say grabbing her hand in mine.

"Me too. I'm sorry for treating you that way. Work got my mind off of him and I never wanted you to feel this way." She said stroking the top of my hand.

"It's okay now I guess. I finally got myself out of that hole I've been in.... Hey mom how come you didn't recognize my phone earlier? I have the same number." I ask.

"Well I was expecting a call from the clients. They didn't show up and I had my Ear piece in. I'm sorry honey it was a careless mistake." She apologized.