i was just watching my little collection of jimin's short videos - i call them jiminie minies - after going through a thread i made for him and it just hit me how much i actually love him.
i mean i say it all the time - i honestly don't know how my tongue hasn't fallen off - but like it just dawned on me the weight of my love for him??
i adore every single thing about him, appreciate every bit that makes him park jimin, flaws and all.
i just love everything about him. his eyes, his nose, his lips. his smile, his laugh, his giggles. his voice. the way he talks. the way he walks. the way he dances. his kind heart. his beautiful soul. the way he cares about others. how he always wants to be better. how he's always trying to make sure the people around him are happy.
he's by no means perfect but he is him and that's more than enough for me. he makes me feel things more vividly. the mere sight of him evokes so many emotions in me, it's actually ridiculous.
he constantly inspires me, every single day. he says something or does something, and i'd find myself writing lines, prompts, poems, stories or making little doodles.
i care so much about him. his happiness, his health, his satisfaction, his dreams, his hopes, his peace of mind.
i worry about him. sometimes he pushes himself too hard, doubts himself and tends to be a bit hard on himself and it saddens me. but i can only encourage him to take care of himself from the sidelines and hope he realises just how amazing he is.
he's always there for everyone. and i'll always try my best to be there for him however way i can. he tries his best to be a support system for the boys and i love that about him. he's such a blessing to everyone around him. i wish i could be like that. bringing light to the lives of the people i care about.
i genuinely just want the best for him and the boys. he's the quickest way to brighten my day. it's only natural to want to support him however way i can.
and i just hope one day, i get to meet him and hug him and tell him how beautiful he is. and how much of an inspiration he is to me to become a better me. and how he should never let anyone make him think he is any less than he is.
and how he doesn't have to change himself for anyone. and how he should always be happy and not let the negativity of others bring him down.
and i just want to buy him chicken and kiss his forehead and tell him not to starve himself because there's nothing wrong with his weight or with having cute chubby cheeks.
i am so soft for park jimin. he's just a real life angel. and i cannot thank the heavens enough for letting us have him.
i have ended my soft rant and you can now go back to your beautiful lives. thank you for stopping by.
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