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Friend (another poem)

I am once alone
And I only one

I can't seem to do something
Since I am really just nothing

I am very worthless
And I am so hopeless

Why do I have to be so happy
Since I'm hiding my negativity

I felt useless without someone
And what I meant is no one...

Why am I always feeling guilt
When it's not even my fault...

I am not the greatest
But why am I restless

About something
That is nothing but my failure

You know that I write
And I am terrible at it

So...Why bother read
More than just leave

But...I will thank the readers
For supporting me so much

Whether it's terrible
And unbearable

But that's why there's friends right?
To help your work and cheer you up

Is that all that matters...?
Or is it just my manner?

I don't know anymore
I don't know life anymore

But with you helping me
My life really matters now

And thank you for making
My life into full of happiness and...

....Joy.

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Yep another poem and this time that is really in my mind and in my thoughts right now so yeah but I am still very thankful to the readers about reading my books it really makes me happy for the comments and you made me laugh at your reactions even tho I am pretty much of a terrible writer in the whole world but still you readers made me feel so happy and my depression is kinda going down because for a long time ago my mind is thinking knives and now I am thinking all of your happy comments and it really pleased me so it's a good thing I found this app to make me feel better. Also I love your supports on my books thank you very much. And Have A Fabulous Day/Night!