the ten times series p.p.

the time he found out

a/n: this is so sad. just a warning.

trigger warnings: blood, extreme sadness, guilt, anger, death.

word count: 665

'y/n! wake up!' she was awoken by her shoulders shaking and a soft, but worried voice whispering in her ear. she looked around, and found warm brown eyes, and soft skin.

Peter.

'p? wha-what happened?' y/n were in his arms, blood was all over his chest, 'are you okay?' tears fell from his eyes, and a smile appeared on his face, 'me? im fine. you are gonna be fine too y/n. you are going to be just, fine.'

she didnt realize what she was talking about until she looked down at her stomach, her guts were ripped out of her, there was blood everywhere, she was spitting it up, she was fighting to stay alive.

'ho-what, how did this-happed?' she was coughing in between words, with every cough she made, a tear fell from his eyes. 'dont worry about that y/n. just, dont talk. okay? save your energy.'

you simply nodded, staring into his eyes, 'I love you Peter Parker.' he smiles, 'I love you y/n stark.'  y/n stares at him, confused, 'you knew?' he laughs, adjusting his arms to make it more comfortable, 'this whole time. you were never good at keeping secrets y/n.'

she held his hand, gripping it as tight as she could, 'tell me a story, p' he lets out sobs, but holds back tears to stay strong for her. 'ok-okay. uhh. lets see, oh, I got one.'

'in 2015, a girl with y/h/c and y/e/c and y/s/c walked into the chemistry lab. I whispered to my friend ned, woah, she is pretty hot. but ned was too busy working on some paper. so I sat next to her, because the seat was open. and I said to her, hi. my name is Peter, whats yours? and she responded, y/n y/l/n.

it was the most beautiful name I had ever heard. it is the name that goddesses and princesses should have. and so, from then on. we became friends. so, fast forward a few months, its not summer break. I get this stark internship, which is actually Spiderman, and it is all so cool.

and, I am best friends with y/n, but there is something missing. so I ask her on a date. and she is a little stand offish, but she says yes.' she cuts him off with a giggle, 'you were so awkward that day p'

'yeah, I was. still am. anyways, so we go to the movies, to watch finding dory, and we go. and we cry. we laugh, and I ask her to be my girlfriend. she says yes. and I am the happiest kid alive.

and for the next year, we laugh, cry, talk and watch friends, just like we did that night. and I wouldnt want to spend that year with anyone else.'

when he looks down, he realizes.

she didnt hear the end of the story. she didnt know that she was the love of his life, she didnt know. she was gone.

'karen, self destruct mode.' 'Peter no!' he heard from behind him, it was Tony. 'she's gone mr. stark, there was nothing I could do. I-i trie-tried to get there in time, but I was to late. lok-loki already go-got her-her.'

Peters arms were going numb from holding her so long, but he didnt care. without her he was nothing. 'karen disarm self destruct.' Tony said, karen replied with a yes.

'shuri! get over here now!' Tony said, peter was in shock, how could he not be crying, sad, something! 'mr. stark, she is dead, there is nothin you can do.'

'thats what you think kid. thats what you think.' Tony grabbed y/n in his arms and carried her lifeless body to shuri, 'how is this possible?' she said in her thick wakandan accent, Tony looked at both shuri and y/n,

'she's a stark.'

im sorry.

there will be another ending.

I cant do this to you.