one night stands and revolving chairs adam levine fan fiction

CHAPTER 20

I was halfway down the driveway when Adam came running out the door calling my name.

"Shelby wait please.. please" There was such a pleading to his voice that I could not help but just turn around.

'Come back inside please. Just come back inside with me."

"I dont want to go in there.."

"Ok..then lets go for a drive, or a walk..or anywhere. I just dont want you to leave like this."

It was about to pour down rain and we both realized that. I reluctantly agreed to go back into the house.

"Shelby I dont want to do this anymore. The fighting, the blaming, the arguing. I love you and you love me and we are having a child together. We have got to figure out a way to move past all of this."

"I saw all of those tabloid articles about you Adam when we were apart. I knew you were sleeping around and I always told myself that if you would take me back I wouldnt care if it was 100 other women. But I realize that just is not true. It hurts. Things between us were so passionate and so intimate and so very sexual.. There was nothing we werent willing to do to pleasure one another. And the thought of you having that with another woman..."

Adam had been sitting on the couch across the room from me.He moved beside me and took my hand.I actually let him.

'Thats just it Shelby, I could never have what I had with you with any other woman. We finish each others sentences. I felt so empty without you that I tried to replace you..but it was impossible to do. There was only one woman I slept with here in this house. I was bombed out of my mind at a bar and even though it may hurt you to hear this, I do want to be open with you so I am going to tell you about her. I met her at the bar and she to be honest looked a lot like you..Not nearly as beautiful but close enough after a lot of liquor that I thought I could fool myself in to believing it was you.. I even called her by your name.. Needless to say she was pissed and she slapped the shit out of me. She got up and left and thats probably why she left her underwear here. She was in a big hurry to get the hell out of here. After that i never brought women to this house. Everything here reminded me of you. I put away your pictures and I packed up your clothes but you were still very much here..And I have spent so long hurting, and being angry when all I really want to do is take you into my arms and tell you that I dont care anymore. I dont want to waste one more minute being mad at you. I want you back Shelby. "

I couldnt believe the words He was saying were real. They were the words I had been praying for every night for weeks now.

"I dont want to be mad anymore either Adam. We have wasted so much time already"

With that his lips were on mine. It was gentle at first but I quickly opened my mouth giving him permission to enter and explore me with his tongue. Permission he gladly accepted.

The kiss broke and Adam looked at me with a tear streaming down his cheek

"I love you so much Shelby, I swear to you I will never hurt you again..Ever"

"and I will never leave you Adam. I promise"

With that he kissed me again.. I was a nervous wreck inside because I could tell by his kisses that he was getting aroused and as happy as I was to be back together with him i still couldnt completely resolve Adams other sexual encounters in my mind. I wasnt ready to have sex with him... not yet.

Thats when it happened.

"Oow....Adam.....the baby"