answers ; changlix [discontinued]

21-why so lonely

"baby why, i'm so lonely?"

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the next morning, felix woke up with no one beside him.

changbin woke up first and left early, his eyes filled with tears. felix's silence had left him so lonely.

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felix from chem: changbin you left me
felix from chem: why
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felix from chem: changbin.

You: i don't wanna talk about it.

felix from chem: please, just tell me why.

You: you're asking me why?
You: ask yourself. why didn't you tell them?

felix from chem: oh, so THAT's what this is about.

You: what else? you completely used me.

felix from chem: used you? changbin i love you.

You: if you really mean what you say then why choose to stay silent?

felix from chem: do i really need to brag to everyone about how much i'm in love with you?
felix from chem: just think about jisung. if i told them, don't you think he'd be hurt?

You: you already hurt him when you two broke up. stop trying to be his knight in shining armour.

felix from chem: can you just respect the fact i didn't want to hurt him EVEN MORE?

You: i'm sure he'd understand

felix from chem: yes, of course, since you definitely know jisung more than i know him

You: both minho and HIM set us up to be alone in the park.
You: i don't know him more than you, i just have common sense.

felix from chem: oh so now you think i'm dumb?

You: whEN DID I EVER SAY THAT

felix from chem: sigh never mind.

You: felix i love you

felix from chem: then why are you arguing with me?

You: because you hurt me.

felix from chem: i
felix from chem: i hurt you?
felix from chem: i thought you were just annoyed.

You: felix, you thought about jisung's feelings but did you ever think about mine?

felix from chem: i-
felix from chem: of course i did
felix from chem: i just thoug-
felix from chem: i was insensitive i'm sorry.

You: thank you. i love you felix, just give me time until i can go look at you without crying.

felix from chem: okay i guess. i love you, changbin.

You: i love you too.
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