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hi im nathan i love ryan and fall out boy and my chemical romance an— *shot*

really tho i love ryan sO MUCH

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mY bAbY

i would die for him

i feel like i owe him my life

what the fuck!!!

love is so fucking weird

i think ryan and i might be soul mates

like i dunno

being with him just feels right

like im supposed to be with him

he thinks we may have been together in a past life. said he feels like hes known me forever. honestly, i feel the same way. he feels familiar. like, when im with him theres that comfort that comes with having been around someone for a long time.

(ive known him for less than a year fucking fight me)

thing is, everything i feel for him, it feels like its supposed to be like that. like, like we're really meant to be. i can tell him anything.

this is just me being a stupid high schooler but what we have feels ancient. like it's always been there. like it's happened before and its happening again.

i agree with him. i think we were together in past lives.

another thing: he said that from the second he saw me he thought i was the most beautiful person hed ever seen. he fell in love with my eyes, and then the rest of me.

god

guys

hes so fucking beautiful

i love him so much

he got glasses recently and honestly i didnt think it was possible to fall any more in love with this boy and yet i DID

wow

maybe im in love

maybe im just a dumb teenager

either way

i feel very strongly about this boy

very strongly

like holy SHIT

im gonna go off for a sec

his eyes!!! god they're so gorgeous! he hates them because they're 'boring' but they're beautiful!!!! they're the prettiest brown eyes ive ever seen. i could stare at them all day and just get lost in them. they're so so so so so beautiful. and god, his face! he's the cutest, most adorable human the universe has ever made. and he's insanely hot at the same time? how???? his body is absolutely perfect?? he hates it and he thinks he's fat but he is FAR FROM IT! he's got a perfect vessel and i wouldn't trade him for anyone or anything in the universe. he's like a teddy bear. vvvvvv cuddly and warm. he's a really good kisser and vv good at giving paps. he'll like, he'll hold me and play with my hair and it's the best fuckin thing. i love him sO mUcH. he's my fuckin angel and ill always love him. :)))))))

–nathan