Letter to your father (ff. Min Yoongi) *BACK FROM HIATUS*

HER LAST

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"Love is not words, its actions and love isn't feelings, it's a decision"
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~few days before the funeral~

_Jin POV_

The memory is still fresh... that day when the doctor came in. The Jones family's happiness was crushed by the news. News that they expected but it still crushed them. Time was their biggest enemy during that moment. This news that will soon be the reason why the skies are crying and white is worn to show peace.

I remember every moment of it...

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Mrs. Jones woke up and joy was brought to us- her awakening was a bundle of joy and relief for all of us. It was like we were given another chance  to see her one last time and tell her the truth. She was my salvation and Minnie was my redemption... It wasn't just me but I know Belle wanted that second chance... We were similar...

When the doctor came in... everything went silent and the silence was broken by the doctor itself but what he said next took our joy away... but relief was left although it was only for Mrs. Jones.

"Can I have a word with the patient privately? If you kindly wait outside for me and I will tell you the news after my patient make her decision"

I knew what he meant... Mrs. Jones was in a critically condition and I knew for sure that everyone knew that but at that moment we were denying the truth for our sake... So we wont feel the pain or so that we can prepare ourselves before the pain fully destroy us.

After few moments which felt like centuries and my palm was sweating although we didn't know each other much but we made connection like a mother and a son.

The doctor came outside the room...

"I hate to be the bearer of bad news but your mother is dying... I know that this is hard to take in but...." he stopped and looked back to where the door was... it was shut so that she won't hear us... but I wish I was on the other side of that door and so that I will not hear what he was about to say... "It was the patient's choice... to not under go the operation and I'm really sorry"  after the doctor said that... A hand grabbed his collar which left us shook...

"You're a doctor right? YOU ARE MEANT TO SAVE PEOPLE!! GOD DAMN IT!!!  WHY ARE YOU LETTING A PATIENT DIE?!! WHAT KIND OF DOCTOR ARE YOU?" it was understandable to why Mira was in such rage... it was her mother that was dying... it was harder to cope with reality than what you have imagined it would be like...

"Sorry... I can't save people who don't want to be saved..." he replied and looked down... but he continued "Would you want me to save someone who wants to die and let them live longer but suffer even more in the future?" the grip on his collar loosen. He was right. His job may be to save people but they are some people who don't want to be save... People who had enough of life or people who lived long enough to know what's life is for them.

Everything went quiet... The doctor left, no one dared to move but I couldn't help and check on Belle... She was speechless... but she knows her mother has been through a lot... It was her decision...

Belle looked into my eyes and said "I'm going to tell mother about Yoongi..." i expected her to do that but what she said next surprised me

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"Jin... i need you to take me to Yoongi..."

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