Letter to your father (ff. Min Yoongi) *BACK FROM HIATUS*

Dinner

_Author POV_

Expectations and reality are far from each other. That's why people hate expecting because of disappointment but we are humans so we can't help to expect for a little bit.

Expectations when seeing your ex maybe something like slapping them? Walking out? Getting angry? Or .....froze?

Well for Seon-mi. She literally froze. The moment Hoseok spoke, she ran out of words to say, her muscle wouldn't move, her heart was beating so fast, her mind was occupied... Memories were flashing back and it was hurting her but it means that she hasn't moved on. She still loves Hoseok but what does Hoseok really feel about Seon-mi? Is she just an ex?

Hoseok knew that Seon-mi still feels uncomfortable with him being around. Somewhere in his mind he can hear a voice talking... "She hasn't moved on, you still have her on the palm of your hands. Grab her"  but another voice spoke with a much softer voice "Stop! you've hurt enough people... what about Suki? Seon-mi will be hated even more. You will only hurt Seon-mi... You already let her go... enough hurting her."

Belle knew what was going on. These two past lovers haven't forgiven each other. They haven't forgiven theirselves. She had to break the silence, to stop them in rubbing salts on their own wounds.

It's not just Hoseok who keeps thinking about Seon-mi but Seon-mi wants him, wishes for him and loves him so much that it hurts her.

Fate wouldn't let them go because fate cannot. Two must forget and forgive in order to move on.

Forgive each other
Forgive myself, yourself
Forget their pains

Never forget the good memories.

Accept the pain.

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Belle spoke and introduce Jimin to Seon-mi.

Two broken hearted people meet. Their eyes meet.
They knew.
They were the same.
They loved.
They cared.
They're hurt.

No words was exchange between Jimin and Seon-mi but they both knew they are the same.

From their eyes speaking to each other, they know that they both found a drinking buddy. (Lol)

Someone they can cling and cry on because they both felt pain.

They walked back to restaurant and it was obviously awkward but Seon-mi was standing between Jimin and Hoseok. With Jimin being around it made her forget about Hoseok because she can feel that she can trust Jimin.

Jimin felt the same. He felt like he found someone he can trust and share his pain. A friend that he can rely on. A noona he can ask for an advise. Someone he can cry with.

They finally arrived back in the restaurant. Seon-mi sat next to Jimin while Hoseok was sat across Seon-mi.

Table position

                            KSJ
                 MM            MYG
               JM                   BJ
               SM                    JH
                   JK            RM
                          KTH

The table was awkward...

Belle introduced Seon-mi to everyone in the table as her friend but the hyungs already knew who she was. They knew her as a friend, and they all knew what actually happened between Hoseok and Seon-mi. However, they decided to keep their mouth shut because it wasn't their business to spill the beans.

Like what they promised, all will be discussed in the dinner table.

Namjoon started the discussion.

_Jimin POV_

I made a new friend. She seems very familiar though. I sat next to her, i felt a little bit better compare to earlier. I can breathe a little better, although i can still sense the tension between everyone on the table. The quiet and tension atmosphere was cut by Namjoon-hyung, he came up to me and apologise (90 degrees bow). I panicked because he's my hyung and i made him worry about me.

"Hyung please don't apologise!!! It's no one's fault. You did nothing wrong so please lift yourself up. Hyung, your the best and bro before girls. I care for Mira but if she chooses you that's fine. It will definitely hurt and it will be hard to move on but i know I'll meet someone who will help me get through with life"

"Jimin-ahh you've grown up *tears up* I'm so proud of you"

"Thank you Hyung and everyone thank you. I'm sorry for making you worry *90 degrees bow*. I love you guys 💜"

"Jimin-ah its okay don't apologise and don't be cheesy."

"Jimin-ah, suga hyung may say that but he loves you and we all love you. I'm your hope, Jhope so please keep smiling and we are all here for you, the same goes with everyone in the table. Let's all be honest and help each. I mean it, every single one of us in this table is a family!! CHEERS!!!"

We all shouted cheers and drank our beers, wine, soju and for Mimi it was milk. A promised was made.

We are all a family.

_Seon-mi POV_

To be honest, Hoseok words gave me goosebumps... It hit me hard. Secrets are toxic. His words made me feel nostalgic and uncomfortable because he said "we were all a family". My bitterness couldn't agree with his words because he broke all his promises he made to me and now he made a new... It made me feel sick so I couldn't cheer with them instead i excused myself to the toilet... Him being there was too much to bare. I hate him but i love him to death. What the fu*k is wrong with me?!