Letter to your father (ff. Min Yoongi) *BACK FROM HIATUS*

SIDE STORY 1

"I know its been a while since our eyes last met, too many words were left unsaid... No matter what i do i still feel you coming back to me... When i know you never will."

AUTHOR'S POV

A night filled with pure joy, surprises, and reminiscent. But for some people it was loneliness, heart break and tears. A night to open a wine to celebrate, and sing love songs till the night finishes. However, some opened a wine to mourn and be soak with their tears while they played a love song that they hate and loved. A love song that reminded them of what she had lose and should she mourn for something that was easy to be tossed away? Seon-mi heard of Yoongi's plan to propose to Belle, their wedding date. She got a called from an excited Jimin and asked her to be his plus one. She felt the joy over the call and was sick from it. She was disgusted with love, something so fragile and easy to break but it was hard to mold and maintain... She has come to hate love or was it love that she hated or the person that showed her love? She drown herself with wine until she ran out of wine. Enraged by the lack of wine and her still sober mind could not handle the emotions she has in her. She rampaged through her hotel refrigerator (fridge) to find any alcohol. She couldn't. She got up and got dressed and went out to eat and drink on her own. It was a busy night, streets were filled with beautiful lights... ahh it's New Years Eve... Seon-mi was unbothered by people shouting and fireworks, the bright lights. She just want drown herself with alcohol.

SEON-MI POV

Earlier today, i got a text to go back to South Korea to celebrate new year's eve. Bullsh!t!! They just want to look good, i don't want to dirty my hands by killing that snake ass bitch Sushi... just like my motto in life "TREAT OTHERS THE WAY YOU WANT TO BE TREATED. BUT IF THEY TREAT YOU SHIT, THEY EAT SHIT."  Its a simple motto i have, i know we shouldn't put girls down, BUT THAT SNAKE ASS BITCH KNEW what she was doing and still did it. For Hoseok, i have no words but a disgust on my face. He left a disgusted taste in my mouth that I can't forget, i wanna wash that sh!t off from my fncking mouth.... i hate myself for forgetting but TONIGHT WE GONNA BE SO FNCK THAT I CAN ONLY TASTE THE ALCOHOL. Let me just check the time, where's my phone... ahh shit i left my phone??!!?!?? Im in Japan on my own and i left my phone?! Aint i a stupid bitch?...

AUTHOR's POV

The night was still young, Jimin was worried for his broken hearted to not reply his messages. He couldn't stop staring at his phone, waiting for a reply or a call. Even if Seon-mi, "K" that would be better than nothing Jimin thought. Meanwhile, another member was anxious, nervous, shaking and scared... Hoseok, left a voicemail to Seon-mi received no reply, he was desperate but shameful.

HOSEOK's POV

Its been weeks... no months even since i left that voicemail, how can she ignore me like this?!!!! I mean i know its my fault but how am I supposed to correct my wrong if she doesn't give me a chance...oh shit i gotta ask Jimin about her without being obvious.

"Yo, Jimin what's up? Are you okay? What's making you make that face?"

"Ah um... Hobi-Hyung—

JIMIN's POV

I called Seon-mi to be my plus one in Yoongi hyung's wedding, she doesn't have to be a plus one because she was going to be invited but i wanted to personally invite her as my plus one as my date. She's my friend who's like me, who i relate to... right?!! Just my friend... why am i so anxious like something is really wrong... why isn't she replying!!!! I know I shouldn't pry too much but im a worried friend and she's on her own in Japan.

"Yo, Jimin what's up? Are you okay? What's making you make that face?"

Can i tell hyung? Isnt he Seon-mi's ex? Everyone knew how they ended and everyone liked her and none of us was close to her but she was better than Suki who was flirty and accused us of flirty with her. Nah uhh gurl you aint my type. She controlled Hyung so much during their relationship, we knew what she did but still didn't do anything. But now that i know everything, and I'm Seon-mi's friend... should i tell him? I mean he might know something? Better than nothing i guess.

"Ahh umm, Hobi-Hyung, i called Seon-mi earlier and i have been sending her messages and she hasn't replied that's why im making this face, im worried because she's on her own in Japan..."

"She's what? Idk, she hasn't replied to me too, i left a voicemail asking to talk... she hates me..."

"Hyung, she doesn't check her voicemail... umm for now I'll try calling her to check on her..."

SEON-MI's POV

I'm tired of walking around and looking for good restaurants, everything was full and some were closed. I decided to buy alcohol instead, some ramen too and other snacks for me to munch on. I'll get room service when i get back from the hotel. Elite alcohol aint always good, a good alcohol is a cheap, and strong alcohol that hits hard. I aint got no time to make myself some cocktails. I just want to eat, cry and drown myself with alcohol.

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Finally back in my hotel, check my phone first to take a selfie coz fnck 2020. To my surprised i got 500 texts messages and 100 missed calls all from Jimin and his latest text was im coming over?! Um boi aren't you in korea rn? Well that's what he said 2 hrs ago... Well to be fair i left my phone to charge and forgot to bring it with me, there was no way i was outside for 2 hrs. I'm just going to call him now.

_Calling, My MoChI friend 🤍_

"Yo, Jiminiiieee i was out to buy some drinks and sorry I couldn't answer your calls. Weird that you said you're coming over, you're in South Korea right now. Right? jimin??? Are you okay?

"Yeah.... im fine, just let me.... breathe for a bit... i ran... to...  get here... *INHALLE* what i said wasnt weird *PANTING*"

"To get where, are you out in a ran? Were you practicing, I'm sorry i made you worry... I wanted to drink alcohol, drown my sorrow. When you called about the wedding, i was a but upset because of what Hoseok did to me. I wanted to drink alone."

"That's okay, i was just worried and you don't have to drink alone because im here. For now open the door and let's drink. Happy New Year Seon-mi"

AUTHOR's POV

The night ended with two drunk friends having a good time. Talking shit about others, having their own world. Friendships. Laughters could be heard in the hotel hallways, two broken hearted people in one room healing their broken hearts. A night that is now filled with laughter, tears, and smiles. Also alcohol. Wonder what morning will be like.

Happy New Year. 🎉💜