Letter to your father (ff. Min Yoongi) *BACK FROM HIATUS*

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_Author's POV_

"This is your captain speaking. Please stay seated until we land and keep your seatbelt on, thank you." Yoongi woke up from the announcement that he heard from the speakers. "Ugh are we here yet?" He asked. "In few minutes we will be landing in Japan hyung" Hoseok replied.

Yoongi stayed up late last night despite the fact that his manager told him to rest. However, Yoongi couldn't put his mind off her. He was afraid to search for her because he fear that she doesn't remember him. He couldn't also ask his manager to help him because he knew his manager would disagree. Yoongi didn't know why he was longing for her.

_Belle POV_

I arrived in the hospital for my check up. It was a quick one. They asked me what i eat, what I'm feeling and what i do for work. Then the doctor advised me to eat more fruits and exercise more outside and go out under the sun because it's good for the baby. I'll try doing that.

You know, it's impossible for me to exercise, let alone going outside to exercise!! However, i want to do it for my baby.

I have work after the appointment but before going to work, i made sure to write my first letter to Yoongi. I went to the post office to send my letter then paid really quickly because i was about to be late for work. I have to come in today because the hotel has important guests staying in today. Apparently they are famous but i forgot to ask who. I called for a cab and few minutes later the cab arrived and I got in.

_THE LETTER_

Dear Yoongi,

          It's been almost 2 months since that night. It's fine if you don't remember me but if you do remember me, you may be surprised why i am writing to you. 5 weeks after that night I discovered that i was pregnant with your child. Your probably wondering if it's actually child but I am telling the truth. This is your child.

It's been a month and a half since I'm pregnant and i just had my check up. The doctor said that the baby is healthy and i should eat more fruits and exercise more also sleep more. When he said to sleep more, it made me laughed because it reminded me of you...

I don't need you to find me or support the child but i want you to at least know him/her and meet him/her in the future. At least once.... I know you are busy but I appreciate the time you have given to me by reading this letter.

What happened that night and my pregnancy is a blessing and I don't regret anything. I hope you feel the same.

                                               B.J

_Author POV_

You sent the letter to the mail after the check up. However, without the senders address. The lady gave you a confused look because your address was missing. You smiled at her which stopped her from asking. You didn't want Yoongi to know where you are. You don't want him to find you but deep inside you wanted him to work hard in finding you. You paid and went straight to work...

However, that day you didn't know something unexpected will happen to you. Someone will unexpectedly shook you.

_Few minutes later_

I've arrived outside my hotel. However, the entrance of the hotel was crowded with fans shouting and reporters with cameras flashing. That's why I went to the back door which is only for the staff. I immediately changed to your uniform and greeted my colleagues.

Some asked how was the appointment to the doctors and i just repeated what the doctor said to me. While talking, I can feel the stares and whispers. I can faintly hear the whispers "I wonder who the father is?" - "She never talked about it." - "Do you think?... she's single?" - "Ughh that's shameful" - "she's ugly that's possibly why the guy left her" - "Or maybe she's a slut"- "hahaha"

I was hurt from what they said. They were all lies but I couldn't help to feel hurt because it's my child. In the future, my child will be judged for the mistake I made. The guilt is killing me inside. I wanted to get angry at them but also it's my fault for having sex with strangers.

_Author POV_

You hope that you'll see Yoongi again but you couldn't possibly tell him about the child. He is famous worldwide and you don't want to ruin his career.

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_??? POV_

"Please answer my calls Seon-mi!! Stop ignoring me!! I know i hurt you so bad but please call me back"

*VOICEMAIL BEEP"